Monday, May 30, 2011

The world is going to throw us a million reasons why this isn't gonna work out between us, but i'm armed with the one reason why it will--- i love you

--And i know that i should probably just let go, because i know that it won't work out and everyone tells me that. so i try to convince myself that it's better off that way without him....but then i'll think of him and remember his smile that makes me melt and i can't imagine myself with anyone else and no matter how hard it will be, i want to be with him
-- i am perfectly happy being his friend, in fact i love it... i just have this incredible urge to kiss him, that doesn't go away....and this feeling that we would be perfect together
-- The best feeling in the world is to be millions of miles away and still be able to picture his eyes
--and there's no way i would be able to describe the way i feel when i'm next to you. It's more than the butterflies and the week knees, even though that's partly it... but you just give me this feeling, where my eyes melt in the reflection of yours and my mouth goes numb. It's like my heart is trying to jump out into your hands saying, "hold me! hold me! don't leave me cause i don't want this feeling to leave again!"
--it's YOU. you mean everything to me...you are the first into my head in the morning when i wake up, my last thought before i go to bed, you smile at me in my dreams, when you are sad i feel sad and when i see your true smile, i feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all i can see is you
-- i can't help but sit here and think about all of the stupid stuff we've done together. i wouldn't want to be stupid with anyone else but you

Thursday, May 26, 2011

We already miss out on so much of each other's lives. So why are we letting each other miss even more

-- I never said it would be easy, i only said it would be worth it. I never said there wouldn't be tears, i just promised to be there if there were. I never said it would be true love, i only said you'd know if it was. I never promised it would be forever, i only said to love unconditionally and generously with no recognition of time. I never said to hold on at all costs, i said one day you'd have to let go and be free. I never said you get the rainbow without getting the rain, i only said the sun is always brighter than the storm. I never said you wouldn't cry or feel like your heart had died. I never said you wouldn't change inside. If i had, i would have lied.
-- please tell me everything will work out fine.
-- isn't this the moment where one of us is supposed to say "this is rediculous, we love each other, all couples go through this, let's give it another try?"
-- does it hurt you to know that we haven't spoken to each other in days? does it hurt you to know we can't look at each other without looking away? does it hurt you to know everything we had as friends is gone? Does it hurt? Cause it's hurting me?
-- the last year of my life has been like this wide-awake nightmare of conflicting emotions. but no matter how bad it got, one thing kept me going. us. our bond, our connection, whatever you want to call it. it made me feel like i wasn't alone, like i was part of something special. so i'm not whining about being friends or not being friends. it's just that....for the first time in my life....i'm not feeling that connection anymore. and it scares me.
-- when this all began, we knew there'd be a price to pay. too late to turn away. we have come too far. i know we will find a way.
-- sometimes you have to take a step back to see what's really going on. maybe that's what we both really need to do right now...find our balance again

As soon as forever is through, i'll be over you

--i hate missing someone sooo bad but can't do anything about it
-- that moment when you're so tired and you just want to receive a text message from that one guy to make you feel all better
-- You made me cry, you told me lies, but i can't stand to say goodbye
-- the only thing worse than a broken heart is knowing you would give them another chance
-- hearts get broken, friendships get ruined, your entire life can fall apart.... because of one kiss
-- i can't promise you a perfect relationship, but what i can promise you is that if you're trying, i'm staying
-- with love, you should go ahead and take the risk of getting hurt because love is an amazing feeling
-- the scariest thing about distance is that you don't know wether they'll miss you or forget you
-- i didn't think i would lose you. i would've appreciated you more if i knew. i'm sorry
-- it's funny how you're so far away, but i've never felt closer to any other guy before.
-- yes i miss you. i miss us. i miss having you to talk to whenever i wanted. but i know i have to move on
-- i am contantly pushing away boys who actually care because i'm in love with the one who doesn't
-- you'll never find another girl stupid enough to love you like i did
-- you now he loves you when someone else makes you laugh, and he smiles just for the fact that you're laughing
-- it's hard to wait around for something you know may never happen, but it's harder to give up when you know it's everything you want
-- erasing yourself from someone's life is not as simple as walking out the door
-- i want a guy who will catch my tears, not cause them to fall
-- i'd give you my heart, but it's already yours
-- if you don't have anything better to do. i'd love to spend some more time together. so what are you doing between now and forever
-- i know you've been hurt. but the feeling will pass. the tears will stop falling. your heart will heal itself
-- people change and things go wrong but always remember that life goes on
-- it may take a while, but eventually you'll find the good in goodbye
-- i know youre busy and have a lot more important things to do. but i wanna say, i miss you
-- i want to be the girl he thinks about when he can't go to sleep at night
-- if life was supposed to be easy, i wouldn't be sitting here trying to figure out ways to get you to fall in love with me.
-- i tried to build my walls high... but with just one smile, my defenses came down
-- when you laugh as much as you breathe, that's when you realize how beautiful life is
-- if you don't get caught, everything is legal
-- when you have to convinve yourself that you're okay, that's when you know you're hurt

Friday, May 20, 2011

I may not get to see you as often as often as i would like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all night. But deep in my heart i truly know, you're the one that i love and i can't let go

-- If i could choose any guy in the world..... i would still choose you
-- You don't know what you do to me. You have no clue. You don't know what it's like to be me, looking at you
--It's You. you mean everything to me... you are the first thought in the morning when i wake up, my last thought before i go to bed, you smile at me in my dreams, when you're sad, i feel sad. and when i see your true smile, i feel incredible.
-- i believe in love, and lust, sex and romance. I don't want everything to add up to some  perfect equation. I want mess and chaos. I want someone to go crazy out of his mind for me. I want to feel passion, and heat, and sweat, and madness. I want valentine's and cupids and all the rest of that crap. I want it all.
-- ask my friends, anyone will tell you. when you come up in any conversation, no matter what it's nature, my eyes sparkle, and my smile shines
-- you've got the arms i want around me, the eyes i want to loose myself in, and the voice i could listen to forever.
-- if you are asking if i need you, then the answer is forever. If you are asking if i'll leave you, the answer is never. If you are asking what i value, the answer is you. If you are asking if i love you, the answer is i do.
-- I love you. I love every little thing about you. your sexy smile, the sound of your voice, the magic in your eyes. i love your gentle touch and the warmth i feel at your side. I love dreaming about you. I love discovering you and letting go with you. I love each and every once in a lifetime moment i share with you... today, tomorrow, forever....



Love you yesterday. Love you still. Always have. Always will

MY FAVORITE SONG OF ALL TIME NOW


This song is absolutely my favorite song. it makes me cry almost everytime i listen to it. it's amazing.

You still make me smile, even if you are the reason why i'm sometimes upset


You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have....

The hours turned to days, days to weeks, and weeks to months. Nothing has changed. I'm still in love with you and you're still gone.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

--the best part of the morning is knowing that someone is waiting for you to wake up
-- you can never be "just friends" with somebody you used to love. simply because a little part of you will ALWAYS love them
-- when i text you, that means i miss you. when i don't text you, that means i'm waiting for you to miss me.
--i don't run from you, i walk slowly. you just don't care enough to stop me
-- tell yourself "he's not worth it" one more time, and maybe this time, you'll believe it.
--having someone is not expected. loving someone was not intended. but falling so deeply is usually where it ends.
-- it takes a minute to be curious, an hour to be interested, and an hour to like, but it takes forever to forget love.
-- sometimes we just gotta accept the cold, harsh truth... sometimes the ones that we can't live without... can live without us.
-- so it's all my fault that you gave up? i'm the only one still standing here holding on to everything that you let go of.
-- in my life many things are important, and i know all my priorities but when it comes to you, i forget everything.
--half our life is spent trying to find something to do with the time we have rushed through life trying to save
-- some nights i lay and think what i could have done wrong, for you to have hurt me so badly
-- my mr. right is coming... but he's in antartica... and he's walking
-- i wish i had known i would lose you.. i would have held on tighter so you couldn't get away.
-- i'm left with a broken heart and happy memoires. but i don't want a memory. i'd rather have you
-- everyone says to live your life to the fullest... but without you, i just feel empty.
-- i don't think of you as a crush anymore. you're more like a bad habit i can't shake.
-- i can only wait for so long, forever is too long for anything.
-- tough year for the ocean! the oil spill, japan radiation, and now "hey... mind if we put bin laden in here?"
-- if you want me in your life, put me there. i shouldn't have to fight for a spot.
-- dear teacher, i talk to everyone. so moving my seat won't help. sincerely, student
-- she wants to fall in love with you but she's afraid of getting hurt, afraid of lies, and afraid she'll end up with tears in her eyes
-- when i looked into your eyes, i knew it was true. the heart never lies, i'm in love with you.
-- every time the phone rings, i hope it's you, even though my mind knows we're through.
-- i'm all torn up, gotta choose between two, should i stay with him, or leave with you.
-- you miss me, but you're not doing anything about it. sounds convincing.
-- i wonder what it is about you that makes me try so hard.
-- it's so easy to love himm, yet so hard to tell him.
-- i finally learned what life's all about... hanging on when you're heart's had enough and giving more when you wanna give up.
-- there was a time when i would do anything for you. now i would do anything to forget you.
-- if i ever write a story about my life, don't be surprised when your name appears a million times.
-- my friend didn't give me a present for my birthday, but her brother did. for her birthday she's getting the video
-- live the way you want to, they're gonna bitch about you, no matter what you do. be who you want to be, you've got control of your destiny
-- i know you're sorry.... i just don't know if that's good enough.
-- sometimes you just have to give up on people. chasing after them is a heartache, especially when they don't try to meet you half way.

Monday, May 16, 2011

Tomorrow- Chris Young

I absolutely love this song but it makes me wanna cry everytime i listen to it!!!

Tomorrow i'm gonna leave here
i'm gonna let you go and walk away like every day i said i would
tomorrow i'm gonna listen
to that voice of reason inside my head tellin me that we're no good

but tonight i'm gonna give in one last time
rock you strong in these arms of mine
forget all the regrets that are bound to follow

We're like fire and gasoline
i'm no good for you you're no good for me
we only bring each other tears and sorrow

but tonight i'm gonna love you like there's no..... tomorrow

Tomorrow, i'll be stronger
I'm not gonna break down and call you up when my heart cries out for you
and tomorrow you won't believe it
but when i pass your house i won't stop. no matter how bad i want to

but tonight i'm gonna give in one last time
rock you strong in these arms of mine
forget all the regrets that are bound to follow

We're like fire and gasoline
i'm no good for you you're no good for me
we only bring each other tears and sorrow

but tonight i'm gonna love you like there's no.... tomorrow

baby when we're good you know we're great
but there's too much bad for us to think
that there's anything
worth trying to save

but tonight i'm gonna give in one last time
rock you strong in these arms of mine
forget all the regrets that are bound to follow

We're like fire and gasoline
i'm no good for you you're no good for me
we only bring each other tears and sorrow

but tonight i'm gonna love you like there's no......

tomorrow i'm gonna leave here
i'm gonna let you go and walk away
like everyday i said i would

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Just some funny quotes!

-- some people can't sleep because they have insomnia.... i can't sleep because i have internet connection.
-- domino's pizza is now made with real cheese!...... cool, but what the hell were you using before?!
-- i failed a spelling test because they asked me how to spell bitch and i put down your name
-- eww.. i wouldn't even do you for a klondike bar.
-- nice face! what are you going to do when the baboon wants his ass back?
-- i hope i never meet the guy of my dreams... he's seen me in a lot of awkward situations.
-- on a scale of Osama bin Laden to Waldo how good was my hiding spot.
-- the amount of alcohol i would need to find you attractive.... would actually kill me.
-- you know you're fat when you sit in the bath and the water in the toilet rises.
-- just because our prince charming isn't here yet, doesn't mean we can't have fun with other boys
-- i hope you're happy for breaking the heart of the guy that i love the most. bitch if you're near, i'm so gonna punch you in the face!
-- is it just me, or does every great idea start with the word, "Duuuude!"
-- The difference between being a girl's BF and a girls BFF is whether or not you get to F her.

Crying doesn't indicate that you're weak. Since birth, it has been a sign that you're alive.

-- i don't know why they call it heartbreak. it feels like every other part of my body is broken too.
-- Girl: "describe me in one word." Boy: "Mine"
-- the day you're perfect is the day you can come and comment about my imperfections. but till then... look in the mirror
-- tears are the words too painful to say
-- you were my shooting star. now you're the comet who destroyed my whole world.
-- i regret every single word that i said.. that made him feel special.
-- truth is.... i don't want to waste another moment with anyone who isn't you
--i want someone to tlel me it's all right even when it's all wrong.
-- you're not my type, but i kinda like that idea because "my type" usually breaks my heart.
--after you've tried everything... the only thing left is goodbye.
-- there is no "us" anymore... because U left.
-- it's okay to love with your heart but you gotta love with your mind at the same time. Balance emotion logic.
-- pain makes you stronger, tears make you braver, heartbreak makes you wiser, so thank the past for a better future.
-- somethin tells me this is gonna make sense. Somethin tells me it's gonna take patience. something tells me this will all work out in the end.
-- the saddest love is loving someone who loves you back, yet the circumstances don't let them have you
-- I'd still yes to you again.... for you. i'd do it all again
-- just once, i want to be hard to leave. i want someone staying up all night thinking only of me.
-- without you, nothing feels as good. it's like i'm missing some happy part of me.
-- A part of me wants to erase you from my past but another part of me still wants you in my future.
-- I just want to hear that you'll stay.
-- sometimes i say "i ust want you happy." but deep in my heart i still want to be your happiness
-- since you've been gone... life still goes on, but everyday feels like i'm breathing but no longer living.
-- i didn't reallize how much i loved him until he was standing there and he wasn't mine anymore.
-- the hardest thing you'll evver have to do is to stop loving someone because they stopped loving you.
-- i've listened to this song a thousand times, but it hasn't gotten old because it reminds me of you.
-- whenever i think about the future, it includes you for some reason, and that's my favorite part
-- i wish we can go back to every laugh, to every kiss, to every hug. i never knew i'd be missing you this much.
-- it's strange how things change and the one person you're close to seems like the person you don't know anymore.
-- it's not you i'm rejecting, it's my heart i'm protecting.
-- so tell me why you played me like a fool, hurt me so bad and made me cry.
-- i have to admit, you are the only one i think about, the only one i love, and the only one i miss right now.
--changing is what people do when they have no options left.
-- the worst feeling in the world is when you can't love anyone else, because your heart still belongs to the one who broke it.
-- you lay awake crying over him, you go to sleep dreaming of him... but do you ever think there's someone crying over you
-- i'm trying to get over you, but please tell me another way, because this one isn't working.
-- when the pain of holding on is worst then the pain of letting go, it is time to let go
-- and after a while i stopped giving a fuck, stopped loving you and stopped caring. so please do me a favor.. and don't come back now
-- to love someone is to wait for them, but you need to love yourself too, by knowing when to walk away.
-- it's hard to let someone in when every time you do, you heart was left in a million pieces.
-- never let go if you can still hold on, and never hold back once you've decided to let go.
-- i fell for your personality, your looks were just a bonus.
-- i miss you more than you even know; more than you probably care.
-- a boy spends his time finding a girl to sleep with. a man spends his time looking for a woman worth waking up to.
-- i keep building a wall around my heart but then i see you and it all falls apart.


ONCE YOU WALKED OUT OF MY LIFE, THE DOOR LOCKED BEHIND YOU

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

I found a great song thats lyrics are perfect for me

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine, would i have strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings.
But i know you're here with me now.
We'll make it through,
And i hope you are the one i share my life with.

I don't wanna run away but i can't take it,
i don't understand.
if i'm not mad for you, then why does my heart tell me that i am?
is there any way that i can stay in your arms?

If i don't need you, then why am i crying on my bed?
If i don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me, then why do i dream of you as my wife? (husband in my case! :) )

I don't know why you're so far away
But i know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And i hope you're the one i share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one i die with
And i'm praying you're the one i build my home with
I hope i love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but i can't take it,
i don't understand.
if i'm not mad for you, then why does my heart tell me that i am?
is there any way that i can stay in your arms?

Cause i miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
and i breathe you into my heart and pray for strength to stand today
Cause i love you, wether it's wrong or right.
and though i can't be with you tonight
you know my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but i can't take it,
i don't understand.
if i'm not mad for you, then why does my heart tell me that i am?
is there any way that i can stay in your arms?


If you're not the one -Daniel Bedingfield

Monday, May 2, 2011

........

The insert in Taylor Swift's speak now album is like my world. what she says in her letter defines my connection to the song lyrics by Miley and Taylor that i just gave you. So i thought i would give you that letter also

     "Speak now or forever hold your peace," The words said by preachers at the end of wedding ceremonies all over the world, right before the vows. It's a last chance for protest, a moment that makes everyone's heart race, and a moment I've always been strangely fascinated by. So many fantisize about busting into a church, saying what they'd kept inside for years like in the movies. In real life, it rarely happens.
    
     Real life, it's a funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right things, at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately, what i've learned to fear more than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything.

     I think most of us fear reaching the end of our life and looking back regretting the moment we didn't speak up. When we didn't say "I love you" When we should've said "I'm sorry." When we didn't stand up for ourselves or someone who needed help.

     These songs are made up of words i didn't say, when the moment was right in front of me. These songs are open  letters. Each is written with a sepcific person in mind, telling them what i meant to tell them in person. To the beautiful boy who's heart i broke in december. To my first love, who i never thought would be my first heartbreak. To my band. To a mean man i used to be afraid of. To someone who made my world very dark for awhile. To someone i forgive for what he said in front of the whole world.
    
     Words can break someone into a million pieces but they can also put them back together. I hop you use your's for good, because the only words you'll regret more than the ones left unsaid, are the ones you use to intentionally hurt someone.

     What you say might be too much for some people. Maybe it will come out all wrong and you'll stutter and you'll walk away embarrassed, wincing as you play it all back in your head. But i think the words you stop yourself from saying are the ones that will haunt you the longest.

     So say it to them or say it to yourself in the miror. Say it in a letter you'll never send, or in a book millions might read someday. I think you deserve to look back on your life without a chorus of resounding voices saying "i could've but it's too late not."
  
     There is a time for silence. There is a time waiting your turn. But if you know how you fell, an you so clearly know what you need to say. You'll know it.

     I don't think you should wait.
     I think you should speak now.

Story of Us

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us
how we met and the sparks flew instantly
and people would say they're the lucky ones

i used to know my spot was the spot next to you
now i'm searchin the room for an empty seat
cause lately i don't even know what page your on

oh, a simple complication
miscommunications lead to fall outs
so many things that i wihs you knew
so many walls up, i can't break through

now i'm standing alone in a croweded room
and we're not speaking
and i'm dying to know is it killing you
like it's killing me

i don't know what to say since a twist of fate
when it all broke down
and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

next chapter

How'd we end up this way
see me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy
and you're doing your best to avoid me

I'm starting to think one day i'll tell the story of us
how i was losing my mind when i saw you here
but you held your prind like you should have held me

oh, i'm scared to see the ending
why are we pretending this is nothing?
i'd tell you i miss you, but i don't know how
i've never heard silence quiet this loud

now i'm standing alone in a croweded room
and we're not speaking
and i'm dying to know is it killing you
like it's killing me

i don't know what to say since a twist of fate
when it all broke down
and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

This is looking like a contest
of who can act like they care less
but i like'd it better when you were on my side

the battels in your hands now
but i would lay my armor down
if you'd say you'd rather love than fight

so many things that i wish you knew
but the story of us might be ending soon

now i'm standing alone in a croweded room
and we're not speaking
and i'm dying to know is it killing you
like it's killing me

i don't know what to say since a twist of fate
when it all broke down
and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

and we're not speaking
and i'm dying to know is it killing you
like it's killing me

i don't know what to say since a twist of fate
when it all broke down
and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

the end

Sparks Fly

The way you move is like a full-on rain storm
and i'm a house of cards
you're the kind of reckless that should send me running
but i kinda know that i won't get far

and you stood there in front of me
just close enough to touch
close enough to hope you couldn't see
what i was thinkin of

drop everything now,
meet me in the pourin' rain
kiss me on the sidewalk,
take away the pain

cause i see sparks fly
whenever you smile

Get me with those green eyes baby
as the light go down
give me somthin that will haunt me
when you're not around

cause i see sparks fly
whenever you smile

My mind forgets to remind me
you're a bad idea
you touch me once and, it's really somthing
you find i'm even better than you imagined i would be

i'm on my guard for the rest of the world
but with you, i know it's no good.
and i could wait patienlty but,
i really wish you would

drop everything now,
meet me in the pourin' rain
kiss me on the sidewalk,
take away the pain

cause i see sparks fly
whenever you smile

Get me with those green eyes baby
as the light go down
give me somthin that will haunt me
when you're not around

cause i see sparks fly
whenever you smile

i'll run my fingers through your hair
and watch the lights go wild
just keep on keepin your eyes on me
it's just strong enough to make it feel right

and lead me up the staircase
Won't you whisper soft and slow,
i'm captivated by you baby
like a firework show

drop everything now,
meet me in the pourin' rain
kiss me on the sidewalk,
take away the pain

cause i see sparks fly
whenever you smile

Get me with those green eyes baby
as the light go down
give me somthin that will haunt me
when you're not around

cause i see sparks fly
whenever you smile

STAY

Well it's good to hear your voice
i hope you're doin fine
and if you ever wonder
i'm lonely here tonight

lost here in this moment
and time keeps slippin by
and if i could have just one wisth
i'd have you by my side

o, o, i miss you
o, o, i need you

and i love you more than i did before,
and if today i don't see your face
nothing's changed no one can take your place
it gets harder everyday

say you love me more thatn you did before,
and i'm sorry that it's this way
but i'm comin home, i'll be comin' home
and if you ask me i will stay, i will stay

well i tried to live without you
but tears fall from my eyes
i'm alone and i feel empty
god i'm torn apart inside

i look up at the stars
hopein you're doin the same
and somehow i feel closer
and i can hear you say

o, o, i miss you
o, o, i need you

and i love you more than i did before,
and if today i don't see your face
nothing's changed no one can take your place
it gets harder everyday

say you love me more thatn you did before,
and i'm sorry that it's this way
but i'm comin home, i'll be comin' home
and if you ask me i will stay, i will stay

always stay i never wanna loose you
and if i had to i would chose you
so stay, please always stay
you're the one that i hold on to
and my heart would stop without you


and i love you more than i did before,
and if today i don't see your face
nothing's changed no one can take your place
it gets harder everyday

say you love me more thatn you did before,
and i'm sorry that it's this way
but i'm comin home, i'll be comin' home
and if you ask me i will stay, i will stay

i'll always stay

say you love me more thatn you did before,
and i'm sorry that it's this way
but i'm comin home, i'll be comin' home
and if you ask me i will stay, i will stay

Two More Lonely People

i need to feel your heartbeat when you say you love me
i don't wanna hear it if it's somethin that you don't mean
if i had to leave you now, there would be an empty space
it doesn't matter anyhow, you can take your things, and go your own way

and there's two more lonely people,
in the world tonight baby you and i
are just two more lonely people
who gave up the fight, ya wrong or right

well you know my heart is aching,
you don't have to break it
if love don't change your mind
then there's two more lonely people..tonight

i don't want the pictures, i don't wand your sympathy
we don't have to be friends, we don't have to be enemies
in my head i break it down, and i'm absolutely sure
that you and i could work it out, or we could kill the lights on what we had before

and there's two more lonely people,
in the world tonight baby you and i
are just two more lonely people
who gave up the fight, ya wrong or right

well you know my heart is aching,
you don't have to break it
if love don't change your mind
then there's two more lonely people..tonight

well we got somethin special, that should be enough
nothing is predictable when it comes to love
maybe lately baby it's been a little rough
but if you walk away tonight

and there's two more lonely people,
in the world tonight baby you and i
are just two more lonely people
who gave up the fight, ya wrong or right

and there's two more lonely people,
in the world tonight baby you and i
are just two more lonely people
who gave up the fight, ya wrong or right

well you know my heart is aching,
you don't have to break it
if love don't change your mind
then there's two more lonely people..tonight

Take Me Along

The city of angels it lonely tonight
keep myself alive by candle light
say she can't love you like i do
look me in the eyes and say it's true

I ask myself is this love at all
When i need you most you let me fall
I'm always here at the side of your stage
let you live your life pretend i'm okay (i'll be okay)

I, I, don't understand why you're leaving me
and I, I, don't understand how without you i can't breathe
please don't, don't leave me here take my hand and plead in tears
I don't understand why you can't take me with you

You can't pretend i don't exist
cause you'll see my face everytime you kiss
i hope you hurt and your walls fall down
when you hear the sound that i'm okay

I'll be okay
You can't hold me down i won't stay forever

I, I, don't understand why you're leaving me
and I, I, don't understand how without you i can't breathe
please don't, don't leave me here take my hand and plead in tears
I don't understand why you can't take me with you

i watch you leave walk away tonight,
and i'm letting go for the last time
and through the tears i say goodbye
so breathe in breathe in breathe in breath out

I, I, don't understand why you're leaving me
and I, I, don't understand how without you i can't breathe
please don't, don't leave me here take my hand and plead in tears
I don't understand why you can't take me with you

don't understand why you're leavin me
how without you i can't breathe
please don't, don't leave me here take my hand and plead in tears
I don't understand why you can't take me with you

ROBOT

It's been like this from the start,
one piece after another to make my heart
You mistake the game for being smart
Stand here, sell this, and hit your mark

But the sound of the steel and the crush and the grind
it all screams who am i to decide my life
It all dies there's nothin left inside
just rusted metal that was never even mine.

I would scream,
but i'm just this hollow shell
waiting here, beggin please
set me free so i can feel

Stop trying to live my life for me
i need to breath i'm not your robot.
Stop tellin me i'm part of this big machind
i'm breakin free, can't you see

I can't love, i can't speak
Without somebody else operatin me
you gave me eyes and now i see
I'm not your robot i'm just me

all this time i've been mislead
there was nothing but cross wires in my head
i've been taught to think that what i feel
doesn't matter at all till you say it's real

I would scream,
but i'm just this hollow shell
waiting here, beggin please
set me free so i can feel

Stop trying to live my life for me
i need to breath i'm not your robot.
Stop tellin me i'm part of this big machind
i'm breakin free, can't you see

I can't love, i can't speak
Without somebody else operatin me
you gave me eyes and now i see
I'm not your robot i'm just me

i'm not your robot i'm just me
i'm not your robot

I would scream,
but i'm just this hollow shell
waiting here, beggin please
set me free so i can feel

Stop trying to live my life for me
i need to breath i'm not your robot.
Stop tellin me i'm part of this big machind
i'm breakin free, can't you see

I can't love, i can't speak
Without somebody else operatin me
you gave me eyes and now i see
I'm not your robot i'm just me

i'm not your robot i'm just me

My Heart Beats for Love

I've been stranded on a lonely street.
Got lost in the shadows, fell hard in the battle
heard cries of the suffering
walked through the darkness left broken and heartless

I'm callin out can you hear my voice,
I'm gonna find you through all the noise
You know there's nothing that i wouldn't do
Shine your light as i reach for you

My heart beats for love, my heart beats for love
it's the sound in my chest tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest and it runs through my blood
My heart beats for love, my hearts beats for love

I've been told atleats a thousand times
I'ts not worth the struggle, the hurt or the trouble
i keep runnin up to these front lines,
no i won't surrender, i'll wait here forever

Standin here with my flag held high
can't you see that it's worth the fight

My heart beats for love, my heart beats for love
it's the sound in my chest tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest and it runs through my blood
My heart beats for love, my hearts beats for love

i've marched across this battle field
i'm screamin out can you hear me now
i'm holdin on, i'm standin my ground
i'm screamin out can you hear me now

My heart beats for love, my heart beats for love
it's the sound in my chest tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest and it runs through my blood
My heart beats for love, my hearts beats for love

My heart beats for love, my heart beats for love
it's the sound in my chest tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest and it runs through my blood
My heart beats for love, my hearts beats for love

Forgivness and Love


imaginin you far away, searchin for the words to say.
i feel it when you fall apart, our lives are our greatest art.
I don't wanna change your mind, cause i accept you for,
Everything you are and will be. Stay here with me now

The only thing that our hearts are made of, are the acts of forgivness and love
The only thing real when push comes to shove, are the acts of forgivness and love
Cause in the end no one looses or wins, the story begins again and again.  
With forgivness and love.

You don't ever have to read my mind, you can see it when you close your eyes.
I don' believe it when you loose your faith, another moment is a moment away.
I can't tell  you what the future holds, or how to live
All i know is what feels right lights up my life again, and again.

The only thing that our hearts are made of, are the acts of forgivness and love
The only thing real when push comes to shove, are the acts of forgivness and love
Cause in the end no one looses or wins, the story begins again and again.  
With forgivness and love.

Let's jump the sun, let's find forever. Where does the time go?
Just live your life, you'll get another today, today, today,
Forgivness and love

Cause in the end no one looses or wins, the story begins again and agina
With forgivness and love

Let's jump the sun
Let's jump the sun
Let's jump the sun

Scars

I can pretend that i don't see you, i can pretend i don't wanna hold you when you're around.
when you're around.
I can say that nothin was right but we know if i looked in your eyes i'd break down.
Ya let's break down.

If i could have just one night to be with you, to make it right.
If what we were and what we are, it's hidden within the scars.
If i could take you there, i won't let go, this i swear.
You won't have to wonder what we are, Cause you won't have to ever look to far.
It's in the scars, it's hidden in the scars.

If i told you that i loved you, but i'm doing alright without you it be a lie,
but i could try.
I'd run a thousand miles believe me, you're the only one i want to bring me to break down,
Ya let's break down

If i could have just one night to be with you, to make it right.
If what we were and what we are, it's hidden within the scars.
If i could take you there, i won't let go, this i swear.
You won't have to wonder what we are, Cause you won't have to ever look to far.
It's in the scars, it's hidden in the scars.

Ya i'd tell you all my secrets, all the ones i've kept inside.
And i'll give you all the reasons that you faded from my life.
I won't let you go baby come here close i won't let you walk away.

If i could have just one night to be with you, to make it right.
If what we were and what we are, it's hidden within the scars.
If i could take you there, i won't let go, this i swear.
You won't have to wonder what we are, Cause you won't have to ever look to far.
It's in the scars, it's hidden in the scars.

It's hidden in the scars, yeah yeah yeah
I could pretend that i don't see you and i can pretend i don't wanna hold you when you're around

Permanent December

I've been to london, been to paris, australia, and rome. There's sexy boys in every city but they're not what i want. Some got money, some got fame, some got cars, some got clothes. but if it just ain't you then i don't wanna know.

Cause baby now i realize that i was wrong. when i said i didn't need you so. miss you bad so now i'm comin home. So you better leave the light on. Wait for me and just leave the light on.

This feels like a permanent december. so much colder than i can remember when i get you back this time i swear that i won't, won't ever let you go, won't let you go no. Won't let you go go go go won't let you go no. Go go go go no no no no.

I've been to new york, and to L.A, and to Baton Rouge. I met a boy in every city no one kept me amused. So don't call me a lolita cause i don't let em through. Cause i'm savin all my lovin for someone and it's you.

Cause baby now i realize that i was wrong. when i said i didn't need you so. miss you bad so now i'm comin home. So you better leave the light on. Wait for me and just leave the light on.

This feels like a permanent december. so much colder than i can remember when i get you back this time i swear that i won't, won't ever let you go, won't let you go no. Won't let you go go go go won't let you go no. Go go go go no no no no.

Hey, what do you say? Cause i've been all around the world and they just ain't the same.
Hey, what do you say? Without my baby i go crazy and i just gotta screa,/

Cause baby now i realize that i was wrong. when i said i didn't need you so. miss you bad so now i'm comin home. So you better leave the light on. Wait for me and just leave the light on.

This feels like a permanent december. so much colder than i can remember when i get you back this time i swear that i won't, won't ever let you go, won't let you go no. Won't let you go go go go won't let you go no. Go go go go no no no no.

This feels like a permanent december. so much colder than i can remember when i get you back this time i swear that i won't, won't ever let you go, won't let you go no. Won't let you go go go go won't let you go no. Go go go go no no no no.

See you in another life

Well i believe in love, but not the kind that screws you up no.
I belive in time and chance, cause i'm not one for making plans.
Well you go down in history, and that's just what it is to me.
I believe in moving on, when the sentiment of love is gone.

But if i'm crying over you, and i won't lie even if it's hard to do
When you turn around i'll be gone and that means goodbye
I'll see you in another life.
I don't know where i'm going but when you turn around i'll be gone and that means goodbye.

Well i believe in love, but not the kind that breaks you up, no.
I don't regret the day i fell, here's your life i wish you well.

But if i'm crying over you, and i won't lie even if it's hard to do
When you turn around i'll be gone and that means goodbye
I'll se you in another life
I don't know where i'm going but when you turn around i'll be gone and that means goodbye

Well i know you're full, full of good intentions yeah
But that don't change a thing, cause i'm already out of here

When you turn around i'll be gone and that means goodbye.
I'll see you in another life
I don't know where i'm going but when you turn around i'll be gone and that means goodbye

Giving you up


What could you hope to achieve, when i'm crying and you know why?
How do you find your reasons in my deepest darkest night?
I keep giving you up.

I remember when, you were my only friend.
Now i'm not sure you can feel like that again.
I keep giving you up

And my, you know my minds made up this time.
There's no going back to find, what we had.
And i know, there's no light left to shine.
There's no wrong, where there's no right
So enough, i'm giving you up.

All the things that you said, well you seem to forget.
They surround in my head, everynight.

And there's a battle within, that i'll never win.
Cause it's me that i'm up against.
It's my heart versus common sense.
Can i give you up?

And my, you know my minds made up this time
There's no going back to find what we had.
And i know, there's no light left to shine.
There's no wrong where there's no right
So enough, i'm giving you up

Strip the layers, make me better, help me get out clean.
Show your colors, i'm slippin under, help me through this...please

And my, you know my minds made up this time
There's no going back to find what we had.
And i know, there's no light left to shin.
There's no wrong where there's no right
So enough, i'm giving you up

My minds made up
I'm giving you up

Hey people!!!!

I'm gonna go on a miley cyrus lyrics spree and put a couple complete song lyrics on here...!!! hope everyone is having fun and living up life!!!

There are days when being apart from you breaks my heart every time i breathe


--all i wanted was a chance
-- it's hard when someone special ignores you. but it's even harder to pretend that you don't care.
-- sometimes you get to the point when all you can say is "i'm done trying"
-- sometimes you don't realize how much you care for someone until they stop caring for you.
-- i want to forget all the times when we were together. not because i don't love you, but because it hurts too much to remember.
-- you're worth the battle, but i can't keep fighting everyday
-- i want to hear what your eyes are screaming... not what your lips are saying
-- i keep telling myself that i don't miss you and that i don't love you, hoping someday i'll believe it myself.
-- i don't freaking care if i loose an argument. i just don't wanna loose you
-- someday you'll wake up and realize you let the best thing to ever happen to you slip through your fingers.
--how can i let you go when you're not even mine.




They say time heals all wounds... but all it's done so far is give me more time
to think about how much i miss you