Sunday, August 7, 2011

They asked about you -Reba


VERSE 1
Saturday night
Out on the town
Feeling so sure of myself
Meeting some friends
Sharing some laughs
Not thinking of anyone else
Then one of them leaned over my shoulder
And all at once the party was over

CHORUS
They asked about you
And suddenly it all came back to me
Then all the walls around my heart
Came crashing at my feet
When they asked about you
oh they asked about you
I was doing okay
Until they asked about you

VERSE 2
How could they know
What it would do
All they did was mention your name
And just like that
The hurting was back
That's when i knew nothing had changed
What a time for old memories to find me
Just when i thought I'd put them behind me

*CHORUS*

For My Broken Heart -Reba


VERSE 1
There were no angry words at all
As we carried boxes down the hall
One by one we put them in your car
Nothing much for us to say
One last goodbye and you drove away
I watched your tail-lights
As they faded in the dark
I couldn't face the night in that lonely bed
So I laid down on the couch instead

CHORUS
Last night i prayed the lord my soul to keep
Then i cried myself to sleep
So sure life wouldn't go on without you
But oh this sun is blinding me
As it wakes me from the dark
I guess the world didn't stop
For my broken heart

VERSE 2
Clocks still ticking, life goes on
Radio still plays a song
As i try to put my scattered thoughts in place
And it takes all the strength i've got
To stumble to the coffee pot
The first of many lonely mornings i've got to face
You call to see if I'm okay
I look out the window and i just say

CHORUS

I guess the world ain't gonna stop
For my broken heart

Saturday, August 6, 2011

The minute you decided that i wasn't worth the truth, was the minute you decided to break my heart.


-- Within you, i lose myself. Without you, i find myself wanting to be lost again.
-- if one day you realize that i haven't talked to you in awhile, it's not because i don't care, it's because you pushed me away and left me there
-- i don't want to be romeo and juliet, prince charming and cinderella, or even ken and barbie. i just want us to make our own story
-- someday you'll be sorry, someday when you're free, memories will remind you that you could have been with me.
-- nothing hurts more than realizing that he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him
-- there's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there's nothing i can say to make her feel alright.
-- there is one pain that i often feel that you will never know because it's caused by the absence of you
-- but still my heart stops without you cause there's something about you that makes me feel alive
-- you completely disappeared out of my life without even a simple goodbye
-- i'm strong enough to walk away....but too broken to look back
-- i have to stop thinking you still care
-- can you prove to me that you're still worth it? or do i have to get my heart broken again to realize that i'm wasting my time
-- it's at the end of the day while i'm laying in bed thinking of you, that it hurts the most, cause you're not thinking of me
-- what do you do when you're too exhausted to hang on but still too in love to let go.
-- with all the smiles you brought me, i never thought you could cause me so many tears
-- everyday i tell myself i need to get over you, but every night i find myself thinking about how much i want you back.
-- honestly, i'm tired of trying to make this work
-- goodbyes hurt the most when people leave without saying it
--it hurts knowing we're done, and it might hurt tomorrow, but eventually i'll wake up and it'll be okay. life goes on even without you.
-- and i guess what i'm trying to say is that without you, i just don't know what i'm doing anymore
-- i'm tired of trying. just let me know if you want me to be in your life
-- the problem with getting too attatched to someone, is when they leave, you just feel lost
-- other girls may fall for you, but never the way i did
-- i want the hurt to stop. i want to fast forward to the happy ending.
-- if you asked me, i would go back to the past anyday. not to fix my regrets, but to relive all our unforgettable memories
-- she can have you, but i still want to mean something to you
-- a part of me says i want you, but a part of me says i'm better off without you.
-- the hardest part is waking up in the morning, and remembering what you had been trying so hard to forget last night.
--so the whole forgetting you thing, isn't working out for me too well anymore.
-- once you've been hurt too many times, it's hard to have hope for anything anymore
-- sometimes i feel giving up and letting go is the right choice, but i just don't know how to deal with the pain afterwards
-- i don't want anyone else to realize how amazing you are
-- something always brings me back to you. it never takes too long
-- no matter what i do, i always forget to forget you
-- one day, i hope you look back at what we had, and regret every single thing you did to make it end
-- if i could go back, i'd do it all again. just cause then i might still have you
-- they say time heals everything, i'm still waiting
-- i wanna hate you, i wanna walk away and have you never cross my mind again. but it's not gonna happen, cause for some reason i'm in love with you
-- all i want is someone to put up a little bit of a fight, to try and keep me instead of just letting me go so easily


by the way, my heart just wanted to say thanks for all the pain you've put it through

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

you don't realize how much you care about someone until they don't care about you

-- do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me
-- my pain won't let this heart beat in my chest
-- i finally realized that you don't deserve me. after all the crap you've done to me. i'm better off without you. how does it feel
--i'm done hoping that we could work it out.... and i'm done thinking you could ever change. i know my heart will never be the same.
-- i don't need you. i need someone who will actually give a crap. it took me all this time to realize you never did. so much for a happy ending.
-- some people are meant to fall in love with each other but not meant to be together.
-- it's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew
-- maybe it's when i allow everything to fall apart, i realize who cares and who doesn't
-- i wish my brain had a map to tell my heart where to go
-- i don't know where i'm going, but i still want you to go with me
-- i loved you with everything i had, and if that wasn't enough, then i'm not enough.
-- me without you is like the universe without galaxies.
-- there are two reasons why people don't talk about things. either is doesn't mean anything to them, or it means everything
-- i can never change the way i am. i wish i could sometimes, but please don't hate me because i care about you the way i do
-- no matter what other people say about you....you're still the one
-- i believe the most difficult decision i've ever been faced with, is deciding whether you should just move on or hold on a little tighter
--

Monday, August 1, 2011

S(he) (is) br(ok)en

-- it's hard when you know you shouldn't hold on and yet you're too in love to let go
-- you can erase someone from your mind, but getting them out of your heart is a different story
-- don't take this the wrong way, but i really don't give a shit
-- i have tried so hard to forget about you, but my heart still tells me that you're the one
-- in three i can sum up everything i've learned about life, it goes on
-- trusting you again is my decision, proving me wrong is your choice
-- sometimes, the best solution for missing someone is to stay away from them
-- someday, someone is gonna thank you for letting me go
-- i'm scared to see you with someone else
--i'm just waiting for the day where when i look at you, the flashbacks don't happen, because i'm completely over you
-- i never wanted it to end this way. but we both changed. a little too much, and a little too quickly
-- moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it difficult
-- maybe you'll call me someday and hear the operator say "the numbers no good" and that "she had a world of chances for you"
-- i want a gentleman who treats me like a queen. i need respect. i need love. nothing in between
--  i used to sing to your twisted symphony. the words that kept me trapped inside your misery. but now i know, the reason why i couldn't breathe.
-- i've been bruised and i've been beaten, can't believe i put up with all this pain. i've been used and i was choking on the promise that i would never fall again.
-- quiet frankly, i deserve someone who gives a crap about my feelings, and treats me like a person.



it's almost like you had it planned, like you smiled, took my hand, and said, " i'm going to screw you over"

Thursday, July 21, 2011

I'M. DONE.

-- right now i'm done believing you, loving you, trusting you, missing you. you don't even know what i'm feeling and you probably won't even understand. i'm less of a person thanks to you. nothing in the world can match up to this pain.
-- i'm so done trying to make us something i know we aren't and will never be. i'm over trying to make things right between us. if you wanted me in your life you would have found a may to put me there.

I have to stop and think....was it even worth it

--baby remember all those times i swore i needed you? well consider them lies because baby i'm here without you and i survived.
-- the hardest thing about knowing you don't love me is that you spent so much time pretending you did
-- after all the things you put me through, i can't bring myself to get over you
-- don't hate them for leaving you. hate them for not realizing how much they meant to you
-- you + me = two parts of one tragedy
--When you decide you want to act right and grow up, don't assume i'll take you back because of it
--life goes on....with or without you
-- whether it's the great guy who got away or the dead-end relationship that went on way too long.....there will always be regrets
-- he won't let anyone hurt you, but he'll hurt you more than anyone
-- maybe the reason it took so long to let go of you is that i had no one else to hold on to
-- a hundred kisses...a thousand "i miss you"'s.... a million "i love you"s....but it only took one goodbye to erase them all
--when you walk away from someone, remember not to go too far. you may want to save your strength for the crawl back
-- if i had a dollar for every tear i have cried over you, i would have enough money to have surgery on the heart you broke
-- just because i'm smiling doesn't mean i don't want to cry
-- if i could go back in time....i'd leave you where i found you
-- i'm scared to fall back in love or actually like someone
-- the worst pain you feel is when you realize he isn't hurt at all
-- when you lose a loved one, you still have your memories, that's true, but memories also remind you, of something you can never have or see again
-- i hate when someone you were with dedicates you a song, the after you're broken up, the song plays and you can't help but think of them.
-- i don't miss him.....i miss who i thought he was
-- looking back i can see our "relationship" was based on broken promises and wishful thinking
-- a relationship is meant for 2. i guess you didn't know how to count.
-- just because we don't talk doesn't mean i don't think about you. i just have to distance myself because i know i can't have you.
-- i know that things aren't the same....but that doesn't mean i don't wish they were.
-- no matter how much i hate you, there will always be a part of me that is hopelessly in love with you.
-- our memories are my lullibyes. they sing me to sleep everynight.
-- once upon a time, you were everything i needed.
-- he will look back on me one day, and see how much he is missing.
-- i don't need anyone who doesn't need me.
-- you're miles away, and you did more damage than anyone's ever done standing inches away from me





he made me feel special......