i can't stop loving you

You make me sick. love sick. If only you knew everytime i see you, i speechless. breathless. whenever i have the chance to see you, i take it in an instant. If you only knew how often i thought of you, you'd be blown away. If you knew that i compare everyone i come across to you, you'd be blushing. But if you knew how bad you hurt my heart, and how whenever i see you i just want to break down and cry, you would feel so guilty. That someone so "special" to you has to feel this unbearable pain. Even worse, that you're the person causing it. If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if they loved you back, they'd never ask you to. When it comes to wishes and dreaming i know what i want. But what if what i want, is something i can't have? I am 110% sure that i want you. I want you in my life so bad. and you know why? Because you make me so happy. And when i met you i felt like i had known you forever and nothing else mattered. But then you punched out of my life, like the end of a days work. I know i want you here next to me, but thats just not gonna happen. So why wish and dream, if we know we're just wasting our time? You only find a few people in this world. A few people who will tell you they love you and mean it with all their heart. Dont forget those people who stood by you through it all. The special few that were there for you til the end.

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there, because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong. Only because it's so unfamiliar. And in that moment you realize....you're happy. If i would have known my heart would break, i would have loved you anyway. Love is when you find someone who is your best friend, and you can be yourself around them. It's when words can't come close to how you feel. It's when you know you're supposed to be together, and if you have to wait forever... you will

Babe, you're my everything. No matter how many time i'm told "he's not worth it", and no matter how many times we argue over nothing, you're worth it, and you're my absolute everything.

too much saddness for the moment. need some fun quotes

-- when we drink, we get drunk. when we get drunk, we fall asleep. when we fall asleep, we commit no sin. when we commit no sin, we go to heaven. so lets all get drunk and go to heaven.
-- time is never wasted when you're wasted all the time
-- reality is an illusion that occurs due to the lack of alcohol
--when life hands you lemons....bust out the tequila and salt
--you're not drunk if you can lay on the floor without holding on

i'd rather live a life of lies and fantasy than to face the truth and realize you're leaving me

--i don't want you to call me up no more saying you need me. you're crazy if you think you think just half your love could ever please me.
--no reason to stay is a good reason to go
-- you may not know it yet, maybe you'll never even think about it, but im special.  you're gonna meet alot of girls throughout your life, and alot of them will be special to you. but i'll tell you right now, you'll never find another me. so take a good look around you, buddy. because im leaving, and i may never come back. are you going to let this princess walk right through your life? or are you going to make her sit down and try on that glass slipper you're holding? and if i do take the time to try it on? are you going to hope it fits?

This is for the broken hearted

I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...

Make me stay. Say something sweet and tender and untrue and make me stay.

-- i wish i had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. but i cant, because i know you wont come after me, and i guess thats what hurts the most
-- i've seen fire and i've seen rain. i've seen sunny days that i thought would never end. i've seen lonely times when i couldnt find a friend, but i always thought i'd see you again
-- i can't cry hard enough for you to hear me
-- Even if my heart should call out your name in the rain. Even if these arms should want to embrace you again. And even if I’m all cried out and no longer in pain... I’ll never fall in love that way again.
--I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground
--Sometime you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say good-bye
-- For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone.
-- I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again.
--I cried today... not because I miss you... or even wanted you... but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without you
--I wish he meant it when he kissed me cause then I could look back and see someone who loved me but I can only go back and see someone who used me.
--You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes?
--Sad isn't it? How no matter what you do or say to me... when you come running back... when you need me again... I'll be here... right here waiting for you, I'll take you back... no questions asked. Sad isn't it?
--So... from now on... when you think of me... just remember that I could've been the best thing you ever had.
--You hurt me more then I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more then you deserve, why am I such a fool?
--You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.
--I don't know which I would rather believe... that you never did care or that you eventually stopped.
--I think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.
--Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever
--Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone.
--It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever.
--Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.
--There were reasons we met, reasons for the good times and reasons for the bad times, and most importantly a reason to end. We have more to learn, more to experience and more loving to do in this lifetime.
--This time it's over I'm keeping my heart, I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart... it'll get better, I'll no longer cry... in a couple of weeks I won't want to die, I won't want to go back. I'll be able to sleep, it won't hurt so bad and it won't hurt so deep!
--I know I'm not completely over him. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore
--Love hurts. I say that because I know. Love is... or was amazing. It's an incredible feeling to know what he's going to say. It's more incredible the way he has me on the edge of my seat because he's so completely random, I never know what's coming next. It's hard to explain, but he filled some void in me, and now, without him, I'm missing something again. I wonder if it will ever truly, whole heartedly be filled again. I just don't want to know what it's like to hurt any more
--I wish I saved all the tears I cried for you so I could fucking drown you in them
--I tried to hold onto what we had, but you didn't even make an effort. You lied you cheated and left me to cry all alone once again. And when I return looking more beautiful and confident than ever before all I want you to realize is what you had and what you will never have again
--Perhaps I saw what I wanted to see in him and made him to be more than he was
--Am I mad at you? That's your main concern after shattering my whole world? Mad for what? Breaking my heart? Or for all the lies? Maybe for letting me put all my trust in you only to be betrayed? How about the fact you didn't even have the decency to tell me to my face? Or the way you think it's crazy that I'm crying over it cause to you breaking up is no big deal. Am I mad at you?... no. More like crushed... did I ever really know you?
--After a while, you learn the difference between holding a hand, and falling in love. You'll learn kisses don't always mean something. Promises can be broken just as easily as they were made, and as hard as it is to believe, sometimes goodbyes are forever.
--Let me ruin your life, let me break your heart, then I'll ask you why we can't be friends. Let me rip your world into little pieces, let me destroy who you thought you were, and then I'll ask if we can be friends.
--Just let me ask you something...if I happen to walk out of this room right now and never come back, and just forget everything and leave it all behind would you be okay with that? Because I have 5 steps til I close this door and you have 5 seconds to make up your mind...starting now...
--If I asked him, would he even know the color of my eyes?
--I want you to know that you will never find another girl that will put up with as much crap as I do and enjoy it. You will never find another girl that will put up with you and love you the way I do. Just so you know.
--At first, I cried because I didn't have you why do I still cry now that I do?
--I sit here and think about everything that happened this past week and not a single tear runs down my cheek. Maybe its because I'm too hurt to cry, or maybe I'm just to mad at you
--I know I made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life, but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most wouldn't hurt me again.
--I would have followed him to hell if he asked me to and with all he put me through, maybe I did.
--I used to think that if I loved you enough you would realize it and love me back, but I can only love so much for so long
--Do I really love him or am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I can't have
--No more crying, I can't cry anymore. Don't take my hand this time. Just go please and don't look back, because I know if you did, I'd come running back to you and I can't do that.
--Difficult or easy, pleasant or bitter, you are the same you; I cannot live, with or without you.
--You make it really hard to love you sometimes
--Each move I made in his direction just seemed to pave my way faster to hell
--Wherever you go, whatever you do, don't say I never loved you.
--I'm the one you're meant for and you're going to come back to me. So sure, break up with me now, but I'm telling you, you'll be back. You'll be back when you realize that you broke up with the one girl who was meant to be with you. But see, the thing is, you just better hope the girl is still there.
--Don't stay because you think "it will get better". You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better
--I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, and most of all... for not hating you which I know I should... but I can't.
--I'm not gonna give a fuck anymore... If you hurt me, I'm gonna hurt you. That's how it's gonna be from now on...
--You only love him because you fear that he just might be the only one that will ever love you.
--Sometimes things can seem so perfect, and then in a split second. It all comes and blows back up in your face, making you remember, that nothing ever works out for you. Something always fucks up your "perfect thing".
--I don't understand why I let myself stay with you, after all the lies and all the tears cried. What makes you so fucking special?
--Why do I waste my time? Why is it that you're so damn irreplaceable?
--One day you'll look back and think... damn! that girl really did love me
-- think it's time that I let you go. And it's really hard for me to do because I know that there's a part of me that will be in love with you for the rest of my life. But this while running in place and day dreaming is just not healthy for either of us.
--If one day you realize that I haven't talked to you in a while it's not because I don't care anymore it's because you pushed me away and just left me there...
--You are unmistakenably my first love. Every guy I am with for the rest of my life will be compared to you.
--Time and time again, I forgave you. I've forgiven you for things that I swore to myself I'd never forgive someone for... and here you are, still hurting me, and I still forgave you..
--I cut to prove to you that you are not the only one that can hurt me

And these break up songs Are making sense again And I really wish they didn't.