i can't stop loving you

You make me sick. love sick. If only you knew everytime i see you, i speechless. breathless. whenever i have the chance to see you, i take it in an instant. If you only knew how often i thought of you, you'd be blown away. If you knew that i compare everyone i come across to you, you'd be blushing. But if you knew how bad you hurt my heart, and how whenever i see you i just want to break down and cry, you would feel so guilty. That someone so "special" to you has to feel this unbearable pain. Even worse, that you're the person causing it. If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if they loved you back, they'd never ask you to. When it comes to wishes and dreaming i know what i want. But what if what i want, is something i can't have? I am 110% sure that i want you. I want you in my life so bad. and you know why? Because you make me so happy. And when i met you i felt like i had known you forever and nothing else mattered. But then you punched out of my life, like the end of a days work. I know i want you here next to me, but thats just not gonna happen. So why wish and dream, if we know we're just wasting our time? You only find a few people in this world. A few people who will tell you they love you and mean it with all their heart. Dont forget those people who stood by you through it all. The special few that were there for you til the end.

Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there, because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong. Only because it's so unfamiliar. And in that moment you realize....you're happy. If i would have known my heart would break, i would have loved you anyway. Love is when you find someone who is your best friend, and you can be yourself around them. It's when words can't come close to how you feel. It's when you know you're supposed to be together, and if you have to wait forever... you will

Babe, you're my everything. No matter how many time i'm told "he's not worth it", and no matter how many times we argue over nothing, you're worth it, and you're my absolute everything.

too much saddness for the moment. need some fun quotes

-- when we drink, we get drunk. when we get drunk, we fall asleep. when we fall asleep, we commit no sin. when we commit no sin, we go to heaven. so lets all get drunk and go to heaven.
-- time is never wasted when you're wasted all the time
-- reality is an illusion that occurs due to the lack of alcohol
--when life hands you lemons....bust out the tequila and salt
--you're not drunk if you can lay on the floor without holding on

i'd rather live a life of lies and fantasy than to face the truth and realize you're leaving me

--i don't want you to call me up no more saying you need me. you're crazy if you think you think just half your love could ever please me.
--no reason to stay is a good reason to go
-- you may not know it yet, maybe you'll never even think about it, but im special.  you're gonna meet alot of girls throughout your life, and alot of them will be special to you. but i'll tell you right now, you'll never find another me. so take a good look around you, buddy. because im leaving, and i may never come back. are you going to let this princess walk right through your life? or are you going to make her sit down and try on that glass slipper you're holding? and if i do take the time to try it on? are you going to hope it fits?

This is for the broken hearted

I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...

Make me stay. Say something sweet and tender and untrue and make me stay.

-- i wish i had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. but i cant, because i know you wont come after me, and i guess thats what hurts the most
-- i've seen fire and i've seen rain. i've seen sunny days that i thought would never end. i've seen lonely times when i couldnt find a friend, but i always thought i'd see you again
-- i can't cry hard enough for you to hear me
-- Even if my heart should call out your name in the rain. Even if these arms should want to embrace you again. And even if I’m all cried out and no longer in pain... I’ll never fall in love that way again.
--I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground
--Sometime you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say good-bye
-- For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone.
-- I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again.
--I cried today... not because I miss you... or even wanted you... but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without you
--I wish he meant it when he kissed me cause then I could look back and see someone who loved me but I can only go back and see someone who used me.
--You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes?
--Sad isn't it? How no matter what you do or say to me... when you come running back... when you need me again... I'll be here... right here waiting for you, I'll take you back... no questions asked. Sad isn't it?
--So... from now on... when you think of me... just remember that I could've been the best thing you ever had.
--You hurt me more then I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more then you deserve, why am I such a fool?
--You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.
--I don't know which I would rather believe... that you never did care or that you eventually stopped.
--I think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.
--Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever
--Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone.
--It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever.
--Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.
--There were reasons we met, reasons for the good times and reasons for the bad times, and most importantly a reason to end. We have more to learn, more to experience and more loving to do in this lifetime.
--This time it's over I'm keeping my heart, I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart... it'll get better, I'll no longer cry... in a couple of weeks I won't want to die, I won't want to go back. I'll be able to sleep, it won't hurt so bad and it won't hurt so deep!
--I know I'm not completely over him. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore
--Love hurts. I say that because I know. Love is... or was amazing. It's an incredible feeling to know what he's going to say. It's more incredible the way he has me on the edge of my seat because he's so completely random, I never know what's coming next. It's hard to explain, but he filled some void in me, and now, without him, I'm missing something again. I wonder if it will ever truly, whole heartedly be filled again. I just don't want to know what it's like to hurt any more
--I wish I saved all the tears I cried for you so I could fucking drown you in them
--I tried to hold onto what we had, but you didn't even make an effort. You lied you cheated and left me to cry all alone once again. And when I return looking more beautiful and confident than ever before all I want you to realize is what you had and what you will never have again
--Perhaps I saw what I wanted to see in him and made him to be more than he was
--Am I mad at you? That's your main concern after shattering my whole world? Mad for what? Breaking my heart? Or for all the lies? Maybe for letting me put all my trust in you only to be betrayed? How about the fact you didn't even have the decency to tell me to my face? Or the way you think it's crazy that I'm crying over it cause to you breaking up is no big deal. Am I mad at you?... no. More like crushed... did I ever really know you?
--After a while, you learn the difference between holding a hand, and falling in love. You'll learn kisses don't always mean something. Promises can be broken just as easily as they were made, and as hard as it is to believe, sometimes goodbyes are forever.
--Let me ruin your life, let me break your heart, then I'll ask you why we can't be friends. Let me rip your world into little pieces, let me destroy who you thought you were, and then I'll ask if we can be friends.
--Just let me ask you something...if I happen to walk out of this room right now and never come back, and just forget everything and leave it all behind would you be okay with that? Because I have 5 steps til I close this door and you have 5 seconds to make up your mind...starting now...
--If I asked him, would he even know the color of my eyes?
--I want you to know that you will never find another girl that will put up with as much crap as I do and enjoy it. You will never find another girl that will put up with you and love you the way I do. Just so you know.
--At first, I cried because I didn't have you why do I still cry now that I do?
--I sit here and think about everything that happened this past week and not a single tear runs down my cheek. Maybe its because I'm too hurt to cry, or maybe I'm just to mad at you
--I know I made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life, but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most wouldn't hurt me again.
--I would have followed him to hell if he asked me to and with all he put me through, maybe I did.
--I used to think that if I loved you enough you would realize it and love me back, but I can only love so much for so long
--Do I really love him or am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I can't have
--No more crying, I can't cry anymore. Don't take my hand this time. Just go please and don't look back, because I know if you did, I'd come running back to you and I can't do that.
--Difficult or easy, pleasant or bitter, you are the same you; I cannot live, with or without you.
--You make it really hard to love you sometimes
--Each move I made in his direction just seemed to pave my way faster to hell
--Wherever you go, whatever you do, don't say I never loved you.
--I'm the one you're meant for and you're going to come back to me. So sure, break up with me now, but I'm telling you, you'll be back. You'll be back when you realize that you broke up with the one girl who was meant to be with you. But see, the thing is, you just better hope the girl is still there.
--Don't stay because you think "it will get better". You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better
--I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, and most of all... for not hating you which I know I should... but I can't.
--I'm not gonna give a fuck anymore... If you hurt me, I'm gonna hurt you. That's how it's gonna be from now on...
--You only love him because you fear that he just might be the only one that will ever love you.
--Sometimes things can seem so perfect, and then in a split second. It all comes and blows back up in your face, making you remember, that nothing ever works out for you. Something always fucks up your "perfect thing".
--I don't understand why I let myself stay with you, after all the lies and all the tears cried. What makes you so fucking special?
--Why do I waste my time? Why is it that you're so damn irreplaceable?
--One day you'll look back and think... damn! that girl really did love me
-- think it's time that I let you go. And it's really hard for me to do because I know that there's a part of me that will be in love with you for the rest of my life. But this while running in place and day dreaming is just not healthy for either of us.
--If one day you realize that I haven't talked to you in a while it's not because I don't care anymore it's because you pushed me away and just left me there...
--You are unmistakenably my first love. Every guy I am with for the rest of my life will be compared to you.
--Time and time again, I forgave you. I've forgiven you for things that I swore to myself I'd never forgive someone for... and here you are, still hurting me, and I still forgave you..
--I cut to prove to you that you are not the only one that can hurt me

And these break up songs Are making sense again And I really wish they didn't.

If love is a sin, punish me by kisses. And if love is a crime, I wanna be your victim

--My heart only fought for what it wanted. Now my heart is having to fight to let him go
--when you love someone like that, when you give what you cant take back. when you love with all your heart and soul its soo hard to let it go
--i think it was me, it must have been me. i guess i did something wrong. i tried too hard, wanted too much. i guess that's why he's gone

--gave u the space so you could breathe! kept my distance so u would be free! and hope that you find the missing piece to bring you back to me

-- i often think about where i went wrong...the more i do, the less i know.

--When was the last time you thought of me? or have you completely erased me from your memory?

--Everyday I tell myself I need to get over you, but every night I find myself thinking about how much I want you back.

--That sad moment when you see an old conversation you had with someone you were really close to...

--I just want you. That's it. All your flaws, mistakes, smiles, giggles, jokes, sarcasm. EVERYTHING.

--Love is sometimes denied, sometimes lost, sometimes unrecognized, but in the end always found with no regrets,...

--When people used to ask me what i saw in you, i used to say everything.. But, now i say- i have no freak'n clue

--If you're looking for love, I'm standing right in front of you.

--I still hear your voice replaying in my mind, but it's fading now. Soon, silence I will find.

--You think you're finally over that boy, and you think you like someone else, you start reading quotes and realize it's still that same boy.

--Do I have to spell it out? Or scream it in your face? The chemistry between us, could destroy this place.

--I'm scared ill want you forever. and you'll only want me for a few moments of your life.

--You did what you do best; you left

--I could walk away from anyone I ever knew, but I can't walk away from you.

--Maybe you and I got lost somewhere.

--It's not the waiting that's hard to do. It's the feeling of being scared, that you will not have the one that you're longing for.

--Love is handing someone a gun and letting them point it to your head, believing they won't pull the trigger.

--I really want to get in his head, and know if it's really over.. because to me, it's not.

--I want to be the one you’re waiting for, not the one waiting for you.

--It's like I'm waiting for him to realize what he let go of.

--I loved you more than any of them and ever before. Yeah, you broke my heart, but I still want you.

--Time doesn't heal the pain. it just gives you... well, time.

--The day my life got just that much more complicated was the day I realized I loved you.

--Maybe there is a reason you left. Maybe there is a reason I miss you so much. Maybe you'll come back

--You're an infinity amount of heartbreaks plus one.

--I believe that once you find "the one", you'll give them a hundred and one chances to get it right.

--I just hope one day you see me, and your heart stops, and you realize what you could’ve had this whole time.

--And everytime it feels like we're gonna make it. That's when it falls apart.

--I got the point that I should leave you alone, but we both know i'm not that strong.

--It is the absolute worst feeling when someone hurts you and they have no idea they're breaking your heart into a million pieces.

--There was a terrible fight when my heart and brain fought to get over you.

--I wish you would tell me why you changed your mind about having feelings for me. I wish I had the guts to ask.

--I miss what we had, or what we didn't have for that matter. It all just kinda makes me sad.

--You never promised to stick around, so I don't know why I expected you to.

--Maybe one day you'll look back at what you left behind and realize you wont find anyone better.

--Why do I sit around waiting for someone that has no intention on waiting for me... Why do I do this to myself?

--Just so you know, there's a space that only you can fill. Just so you know, I loved you then, I guess I always will

--I'm mad at myself, not you. I apologize for things I didn't do, for getting attached, forgiving you, and not allowing myself to leave.

--just remember that when nobody else was there for you, I was, and when nobody else gave a damn, I did.

--When you lose someone, you don't lose them all at once. You lose them in pieces over time

--Your absence has gone through me Like thread through a needle Everything I do is stitched with its color

--I just can't live like this forever. Remembering when you left, and waiting for you to come back. Please don't make me wait for long

 

Skyscraper --Demi Lovato

VERSE 1
Skys are crying
I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending, like we never had a chance
Do you have to, make me feel like there is nothing left of me

CHORUS
You can take everything i have
You can break everything i am
Like i'm made of glass
Like i'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

VERSE 2
As the smoke clears
I awaken, and untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better to watch me while i bleed
All my windows, still are broken
But i'm standing on my feet

CHORUS

BRIDGE
Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you dissapear, yeah
Go run, run, run
Yeah it's a long way down
But i am closer to the clouds up here

*CHORUS*

Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

These Broken Hearts --Reba

VERSE 1
Baby, lets just say farewell
Baby, let's just both give in
No, it's not too hard to tell
The walls are closing in

Oh it's time to say goodbye
And put this in the past
Even though i know we tried
To save the best for last

CHORUS
I guess nothing stays the same
Still the memories remain
We need all the sweet forgiveness we can find
There's a sadness in the wind
oh, i wish you well my friend
Only time will mend these broken hearts again

VERSE 2
I don't know what's left to say
I don't know where we went wrong
When i watch you walk away
I'll miss you when you're gone

Baby, shed a tear for me
And i'll shed a tear for you
oh, let's set this heartache free
and in time we'll make it through, well

*CHORUS*

There's a sadness in the wind
Oh, i wish you well my friend
Only time will mend these broken hearts again

It Just Has To Be This Way --Reba

VERSE 1
The sound of your voice, the touch of your skin
If we go there it will start all over again
So don't even call, there's no need for checking in
If it's really over, let it just be over

CHORUS
No we won't be sharing coffee
Or having lunch from time to time
I won't ask about your family
Please don't ask me about mine
This is never what i wanted
And it's killing me to say
It just has to be this way

VERSE 2
We gave all we could, we fought the good fight
But no matter how we loved we couldn't get it right.
It hurts to let go but it's harder holding on
i don't want it to be over, we know it's over

*CHORUS*

BRIDGEAnd even if i change my mind
Don't let me hurt me one more time
Stay away from me, be as cold as you can be

*CHORUS*

Oh it just has to be this way

They asked about you -Reba

VERSE 1
Saturday night
Out on the town
Feeling so sure of myself
Meeting some friends
Sharing some laughs
Not thinking of anyone else
Then one of them leaned over my shoulder
And all at once the party was over

CHORUS
They asked about you
And suddenly it all came back to me
Then all the walls around my heart
Came crashing at my feet
When they asked about you
oh they asked about you
I was doing okay
Until they asked about you

VERSE 2
How could they know
What it would do
All they did was mention your name
And just like that
The hurting was back
That's when i knew nothing had changed
What a time for old memories to find me
Just when i thought I'd put them behind me

*CHORUS*

For My Broken Heart -Reba

VERSE 1
There were no angry words at all
As we carried boxes down the hall
One by one we put them in your car
Nothing much for us to say
One last goodbye and you drove away
I watched your tail-lights
As they faded in the dark
I couldn't face the night in that lonely bed
So I laid down on the couch instead

CHORUS
Last night i prayed the lord my soul to keep
Then i cried myself to sleep
So sure life wouldn't go on without you
But oh this sun is blinding me
As it wakes me from the dark
I guess the world didn't stop
For my broken heart

VERSE 2
Clocks still ticking, life goes on
Radio still plays a song
As i try to put my scattered thoughts in place
And it takes all the strength i've got
To stumble to the coffee pot
The first of many lonely mornings i've got to face
You call to see if I'm okay
I look out the window and i just say

CHORUS

I guess the world ain't gonna stop
For my broken heart

The minute you decided that i wasn't worth the truth, was the minute you decided to break my heart.

-- Within you, i lose myself. Without you, i find myself wanting to be lost again.
-- if one day you realize that i haven't talked to you in awhile, it's not because i don't care, it's because you pushed me away and left me there
-- i don't want to be romeo and juliet, prince charming and cinderella, or even ken and barbie. i just want us to make our own story
-- someday you'll be sorry, someday when you're free, memories will remind you that you could have been with me.
-- nothing hurts more than realizing that he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him
-- there's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there's nothing i can say to make her feel alright.
-- there is one pain that i often feel that you will never know because it's caused by the absence of you
-- but still my heart stops without you cause there's something about you that makes me feel alive
-- you completely disappeared out of my life without even a simple goodbye
-- i'm strong enough to walk away....but too broken to look back
-- i have to stop thinking you still care
-- can you prove to me that you're still worth it? or do i have to get my heart broken again to realize that i'm wasting my time
-- it's at the end of the day while i'm laying in bed thinking of you, that it hurts the most, cause you're not thinking of me
-- what do you do when you're too exhausted to hang on but still too in love to let go.
-- with all the smiles you brought me, i never thought you could cause me so many tears
-- everyday i tell myself i need to get over you, but every night i find myself thinking about how much i want you back.
-- honestly, i'm tired of trying to make this work
-- goodbyes hurt the most when people leave without saying it
--it hurts knowing we're done, and it might hurt tomorrow, but eventually i'll wake up and it'll be okay. life goes on even without you.
-- and i guess what i'm trying to say is that without you, i just don't know what i'm doing anymore
-- i'm tired of trying. just let me know if you want me to be in your life
-- the problem with getting too attatched to someone, is when they leave, you just feel lost
-- other girls may fall for you, but never the way i did
-- i want the hurt to stop. i want to fast forward to the happy ending.
-- if you asked me, i would go back to the past anyday. not to fix my regrets, but to relive all our unforgettable memories
-- she can have you, but i still want to mean something to you
-- a part of me says i want you, but a part of me says i'm better off without you.
-- the hardest part is waking up in the morning, and remembering what you had been trying so hard to forget last night.
--so the whole forgetting you thing, isn't working out for me too well anymore.
-- once you've been hurt too many times, it's hard to have hope for anything anymore
-- sometimes i feel giving up and letting go is the right choice, but i just don't know how to deal with the pain afterwards
-- i don't want anyone else to realize how amazing you are
-- something always brings me back to you. it never takes too long
-- no matter what i do, i always forget to forget you
-- one day, i hope you look back at what we had, and regret every single thing you did to make it end
-- if i could go back, i'd do it all again. just cause then i might still have you
-- they say time heals everything, i'm still waiting
-- i wanna hate you, i wanna walk away and have you never cross my mind again. but it's not gonna happen, cause for some reason i'm in love with you
-- all i want is someone to put up a little bit of a fight, to try and keep me instead of just letting me go so easily


by the way, my heart just wanted to say thanks for all the pain you've put it through

you don't realize how much you care about someone until they don't care about you

-- do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me
-- my pain won't let this heart beat in my chest
-- i finally realized that you don't deserve me. after all the crap you've done to me. i'm better off without you. how does it feel
--i'm done hoping that we could work it out.... and i'm done thinking you could ever change. i know my heart will never be the same.
-- i don't need you. i need someone who will actually give a crap. it took me all this time to realize you never did. so much for a happy ending.
-- some people are meant to fall in love with each other but not meant to be together.
-- it's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew
-- maybe it's when i allow everything to fall apart, i realize who cares and who doesn't
-- i wish my brain had a map to tell my heart where to go
-- i don't know where i'm going, but i still want you to go with me
-- i loved you with everything i had, and if that wasn't enough, then i'm not enough.
-- me without you is like the universe without galaxies.
-- there are two reasons why people don't talk about things. either is doesn't mean anything to them, or it means everything
-- i can never change the way i am. i wish i could sometimes, but please don't hate me because i care about you the way i do
-- no matter what other people say about you....you're still the one
-- i believe the most difficult decision i've ever been faced with, is deciding whether you should just move on or hold on a little tighter
--

S(he) (is) br(ok)en

-- it's hard when you know you shouldn't hold on and yet you're too in love to let go
-- you can erase someone from your mind, but getting them out of your heart is a different story
-- don't take this the wrong way, but i really don't give a shit
-- i have tried so hard to forget about you, but my heart still tells me that you're the one
-- in three i can sum up everything i've learned about life, it goes on
-- trusting you again is my decision, proving me wrong is your choice
-- sometimes, the best solution for missing someone is to stay away from them
-- someday, someone is gonna thank you for letting me go
-- i'm scared to see you with someone else
--i'm just waiting for the day where when i look at you, the flashbacks don't happen, because i'm completely over you
-- i never wanted it to end this way. but we both changed. a little too much, and a little too quickly
-- moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it difficult
-- maybe you'll call me someday and hear the operator say "the numbers no good" and that "she had a world of chances for you"
-- i want a gentleman who treats me like a queen. i need respect. i need love. nothing in between
--  i used to sing to your twisted symphony. the words that kept me trapped inside your misery. but now i know, the reason why i couldn't breathe.
-- i've been bruised and i've been beaten, can't believe i put up with all this pain. i've been used and i was choking on the promise that i would never fall again.
-- quiet frankly, i deserve someone who gives a crap about my feelings, and treats me like a person.



it's almost like you had it planned, like you smiled, took my hand, and said, " i'm going to screw you over"

I'M. DONE.

-- right now i'm done believing you, loving you, trusting you, missing you. you don't even know what i'm feeling and you probably won't even understand. i'm less of a person thanks to you. nothing in the world can match up to this pain.
-- i'm so done trying to make us something i know we aren't and will never be. i'm over trying to make things right between us. if you wanted me in your life you would have found a may to put me there.

I have to stop and think....was it even worth it

--baby remember all those times i swore i needed you? well consider them lies because baby i'm here without you and i survived.
-- the hardest thing about knowing you don't love me is that you spent so much time pretending you did
-- after all the things you put me through, i can't bring myself to get over you
-- don't hate them for leaving you. hate them for not realizing how much they meant to you
-- you + me = two parts of one tragedy
--When you decide you want to act right and grow up, don't assume i'll take you back because of it
--life goes on....with or without you
-- whether it's the great guy who got away or the dead-end relationship that went on way too long.....there will always be regrets
-- he won't let anyone hurt you, but he'll hurt you more than anyone
-- maybe the reason it took so long to let go of you is that i had no one else to hold on to
-- a hundred kisses...a thousand "i miss you"'s.... a million "i love you"s....but it only took one goodbye to erase them all
--when you walk away from someone, remember not to go too far. you may want to save your strength for the crawl back
-- if i had a dollar for every tear i have cried over you, i would have enough money to have surgery on the heart you broke
-- just because i'm smiling doesn't mean i don't want to cry
-- if i could go back in time....i'd leave you where i found you
-- i'm scared to fall back in love or actually like someone
-- the worst pain you feel is when you realize he isn't hurt at all
-- when you lose a loved one, you still have your memories, that's true, but memories also remind you, of something you can never have or see again
-- i hate when someone you were with dedicates you a song, the after you're broken up, the song plays and you can't help but think of them.
-- i don't miss him.....i miss who i thought he was
-- looking back i can see our "relationship" was based on broken promises and wishful thinking
-- a relationship is meant for 2. i guess you didn't know how to count.
-- just because we don't talk doesn't mean i don't think about you. i just have to distance myself because i know i can't have you.
-- i know that things aren't the same....but that doesn't mean i don't wish they were.
-- no matter how much i hate you, there will always be a part of me that is hopelessly in love with you.
-- our memories are my lullibyes. they sing me to sleep everynight.
-- once upon a time, you were everything i needed.
-- he will look back on me one day, and see how much he is missing.
-- i don't need anyone who doesn't need me.
-- you're miles away, and you did more damage than anyone's ever done standing inches away from me





he made me feel special......

Letting go is something you do when you still love someone, but just don't believe in them anymore

-- i've come to realize that your keys to my heart....don't fit
-- i don't regret every second spent with you, but it's time to wave goodbye to the memories i'm leaving behind
-- maybe i'm over you. maybe i've moved one. maybe i like someone else. but maybe i'm a perfectly good liar
-- it may seem like the hardest thing to do but you have to forget about the one who forgot about you
-- it doesn't matter if the guy is perfect or the girl is perfect, as long as they are perfect for each other
-- you're the one thing i can't get enough of
-- we came together, fell apart, and broke each other's hearts. remember when
-- my heart can't possibly break if it was never whole to start with
-- don't worry your little heart out. tears eventually fade and one day everything will be exactly how it's supposed to be
-- sometimes you just look into someones eyes and know those are the eyes you want to get lost in for the rest of your life
-- i know we're through and we said goodbyes. i guess i'm just waiting for my heart to voluntarily quit loving you
-- nothing is bettern than having someone as your lover and your best friend
-- it's your love. it just does something to me. it sends a shock right through me. i can't get enough.
-- boy you got my heartbeat running away. beating like a drum and it's coming your way
-- look into those eyes so deep in love, drink it up, cause that's the good stuff
-- he's everything i've ever wanted and everything i need. when i talk about him i go on, and on, and on... cause he's everything to me
-- the number one rule of love; you can never be just friends with someone that you're in love with
-- time can change what is mine, but time cannot change what is on my mind
-- you don't have to know what i say, but please understand..... i love you
-- you know he's something special when no matter what kind of mood you're in, he can always manage to make you smile
-- and lately, i'm catching myself thinking more and more about you. which is strange because you already consume my every thought....
-- can't you see i'm dying. run with me. laugh with me. live with me. love me.
-- being in love should be considered a sickness
--it's not that we aren't meant to be together. i think that we're just not ready for forever
-- when a girl says "Him" it means (H)e. (I)S. (M)ine.
-- i hope you appreciate everything i'm doing. i don't think anyone else would do the things i'm doing for you
-- what i like the most about you is you can make me laugh when nothing's even funny
-- to fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful
-- when you find your prince, you will realize that all the frogs that came before him suddenly won't matter anymore
-- smile like nothing's wrong. laugh like everyone cares, and dress like you're worth looking at.
-- i knew it was over long before you said it. and i though you broke my heart, but you made it stronger.



you stole my heart the day i met you, you shine like the sun. you're amazing. i love you so much

these feelings i have for you are beyond my control

-- i don't know how much i can ignore the fact that i see you as not just a friend anymore
-- being in pain is not the hardest thing in life. the hardest thing in life is trying to hide it.
-- i didn't stop loving you, i just stopped showing you because no matter how hard i tried, you just woulnd't get it.
-- i'm blasting my music so i won't hear my thoughts, but the lyrics just remind me of what i'm trying to forget
-- i feel so lonely, even if there's a lot of people around me
-- yes i'm jealous. why? because she's beautiful and i'm well....me
-- just when i start to feel stronger, all those good memories always come to mind
-- once upon a time, there was so much fun and love. but then all of a sudden, cut, dead, over, disconnected. completely gone.
-- i know you're still there, but lately you've seemed so distant.... i just feel like i'm losing my best friend, i miss you.
-- it's not the break up that truly hurts, it's the heartache you feel every time you hear their name, see them, or remember all the good times.
-- there are things you don't want to happen, but you have to accept... and there are people you can't live without but you have to let go.
-- one day you will wake up and realize that despite everything, she loved you with all her heart and you stupidly threw it all away.
-- i thought i was over him. done with it. but there he was, standing there, and suddenly i couldn't breathe.
-- don't try to stop your heart from falling in love, because in the end it may be worth it.
-- a simple "bye" can make us cry, a simple "joke" can make us laugh and a simple "care" can make us fall in love
-- love is not who you can see yourself with. it is who you can't see yourself without.
-- everyone knows it's meant to be, falling in love just you and me til the end of time. till i'm on his mind it'll happen
-- if a girl is silent, it's dangerous. they're either about to blow up, need a hug, falling apart, crying inside, or all of the above.
-- i guess i'm just a fool who's willing to sit around and wait on you
-- yeah, i live for little moments like that....
-- have you ever had the feeling you're drawn to someone. like there wasn't a thing you could've said or done.
-- loved you once, love you still, always have, always will.
-- there ain't no reason we shouldn't be alone tonight yeah baby tonight yeah baby
-- i'm losing my head, hopelessly devoted to you
-- my head is saying "fool forget him" my heart is saying "don't let go"
-- it's nice to have someone so honestly devoted
-- this love we've been building up so high, is never gonna touch the sky without you
-- guys, she actually does notice and appreciate all the little things you do for her and she also notices it when you stop
--forever could never be long enough for me
-- i've fallen like a fool for you. can't you see i'd do anything you want me to and tell myself i'm in too deep then i fall a little farther everytime you look at me
-- you're driving my heart crazy
-- how do you do that babe? make me feel like i'm the only girl alive for ya?
-- home is where the heart is, so baby come home
-- it's the way you love me. it's a moment like this. this kiss
-- i don't want another heartbreak not another turn to cry
-- so you asked how i was doing and i lied and said i was fine. i mean, life is okay, but it'd be better if you were mine.
-- i wanna see how forever feels with you
-- it's sweet when someone knows every single detail about you. not because you constantly remind them, but because they pay attention.
-- i love you .... more than you'll ever know.
-- every quotes, every love song reminds you of him. stop fooling yourselft. you love that boy
-- i don't wanna be here if you're gonna be there
-- i fall in love all over everytime i look at you. you're my best friend.
-- we gotta hold on to what we got.... we got each other. and that's a lot for us.
-- i may not say it alot but trust me i love you with all my heart
-- it's hard letting go of someone you never wanted to leave your side.
-- the last time i checked my phone still works, and damn! it misses your text so much
-- meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, falling in love with you was beyond my control
-- i can't stop loving you. why do i try?
-- close my eyes and i see you standing right there. saying "i do," and throwing rice in our hair
-- it's a leap of faith. but i'm never giving up cause i know we got a once in a lifetime love
-- it's a long shot baby. but if anyone can make it i'm bettin on me and you
-- those late night, deep, heart to heart conversations you have with your friend who seems to understand you
-- please do not be alarmed if a big man wearing a red suit picks you up and throws you into a bag. why? cause i told him to.
-- i want to be the girl you give your sweatshirt to when it's cold, the one you'll tell your friends, "that's my girl."
-- i am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with you and there is no doubt about that
-- it's true that we don't know what we've lost until we lost it; but it's also true that we don't know what we're missing until it arrives
-- if you asked me how many times you've crossed my mind i'd say once; because you never really left
-- life is like a heart monitor. without the ups and downs you aren't living
-- talking to him is like eating chocolates when you feel down. you just can't get enough
-- i don't want to forget you, but thinking about you just hurts me too much
-- you know, i like my bed but i'd rather be in yours
-- you know there is something really wrong when you don't even want to talk to him
-- i wonder how boys feel when they're in love
-- i'm gonna drink my tears and cry. cause i know you love me
-- the worst feeling in th world is when you know you're losing someone and there's nothing that you can do to prevent it
-- it's not about who hurt you and broke you down, it's about who was always there and made you smile again.
-- i love you; probably more than you'll ever know.
-- no matter how bad my day goes, or how shitty i'm feeling. you're the only one who's capable of putting a smile on my face.
-- here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on the one person who will never be there for them
-- you can never give up completely, cause if you had the chance, you'll fight for it again.
-- just the thought of being with you tomorrow is enough to get me through the day
-- everyone had their own reason for waking up in the morning. mine is you
-- i'd rather argue with you than kiss someone else



--a million feelings. a thousand thoughts. hundred memories, all for one person....

Someone asked me if i knew you. A million memories flashed through my mind as i whispered, "not anymore"

-- for the first time in weeks, i'm not dreaming about you when i sleep at night. can't say that upsets me
-- i love it when life flips upside down and everything falls apart at the seams. Just kidding, it actually really stinks
-- sure it's not the end of THE world, but it is the end of something i thought waws MY world.
-- unlike you, i can't just forget what we had. i can't forget the times we spent together and i won't forget all those empty promises you made
-- the reason i can't move on is because i have nothing to move onto. i gave it all up for you
-- there's something in your smile that makes me think maybe, just maybe, you weren't ready to let go either.
-- when i think back to the memories we had, i start to smile, but then i remember how we can never make new ones, because you let me go.

The world is going to throw us a million reasons why this isn't gonna work out between us, but i'm armed with the one reason why it will--- i love you

--And i know that i should probably just let go, because i know that it won't work out and everyone tells me that. so i try to convince myself that it's better off that way without him....but then i'll think of him and remember his smile that makes me melt and i can't imagine myself with anyone else and no matter how hard it will be, i want to be with him
-- i am perfectly happy being his friend, in fact i love it... i just have this incredible urge to kiss him, that doesn't go away....and this feeling that we would be perfect together
-- The best feeling in the world is to be millions of miles away and still be able to picture his eyes
--and there's no way i would be able to describe the way i feel when i'm next to you. It's more than the butterflies and the week knees, even though that's partly it... but you just give me this feeling, where my eyes melt in the reflection of yours and my mouth goes numb. It's like my heart is trying to jump out into your hands saying, "hold me! hold me! don't leave me cause i don't want this feeling to leave again!"
--it's YOU. you mean everything to me...you are the first into my head in the morning when i wake up, my last thought before i go to bed, you smile at me in my dreams, when you are sad i feel sad and when i see your true smile, i feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all i can see is you
-- i can't help but sit here and think about all of the stupid stuff we've done together. i wouldn't want to be stupid with anyone else but you

We already miss out on so much of each other's lives. So why are we letting each other miss even more

-- I never said it would be easy, i only said it would be worth it. I never said there wouldn't be tears, i just promised to be there if there were. I never said it would be true love, i only said you'd know if it was. I never promised it would be forever, i only said to love unconditionally and generously with no recognition of time. I never said to hold on at all costs, i said one day you'd have to let go and be free. I never said you get the rainbow without getting the rain, i only said the sun is always brighter than the storm. I never said you wouldn't cry or feel like your heart had died. I never said you wouldn't change inside. If i had, i would have lied.
-- please tell me everything will work out fine.
-- isn't this the moment where one of us is supposed to say "this is rediculous, we love each other, all couples go through this, let's give it another try?"
-- does it hurt you to know that we haven't spoken to each other in days? does it hurt you to know we can't look at each other without looking away? does it hurt you to know everything we had as friends is gone? Does it hurt? Cause it's hurting me?
-- the last year of my life has been like this wide-awake nightmare of conflicting emotions. but no matter how bad it got, one thing kept me going. us. our bond, our connection, whatever you want to call it. it made me feel like i wasn't alone, like i was part of something special. so i'm not whining about being friends or not being friends. it's just that....for the first time in my life....i'm not feeling that connection anymore. and it scares me.
-- when this all began, we knew there'd be a price to pay. too late to turn away. we have come too far. i know we will find a way.
-- sometimes you have to take a step back to see what's really going on. maybe that's what we both really need to do right now...find our balance again

As soon as forever is through, i'll be over you

--i hate missing someone sooo bad but can't do anything about it
-- that moment when you're so tired and you just want to receive a text message from that one guy to make you feel all better
-- You made me cry, you told me lies, but i can't stand to say goodbye
-- the only thing worse than a broken heart is knowing you would give them another chance
-- hearts get broken, friendships get ruined, your entire life can fall apart.... because of one kiss
-- i can't promise you a perfect relationship, but what i can promise you is that if you're trying, i'm staying
-- with love, you should go ahead and take the risk of getting hurt because love is an amazing feeling
-- the scariest thing about distance is that you don't know wether they'll miss you or forget you
-- i didn't think i would lose you. i would've appreciated you more if i knew. i'm sorry
-- it's funny how you're so far away, but i've never felt closer to any other guy before.
-- yes i miss you. i miss us. i miss having you to talk to whenever i wanted. but i know i have to move on
-- i am contantly pushing away boys who actually care because i'm in love with the one who doesn't
-- you'll never find another girl stupid enough to love you like i did
-- you now he loves you when someone else makes you laugh, and he smiles just for the fact that you're laughing
-- it's hard to wait around for something you know may never happen, but it's harder to give up when you know it's everything you want
-- erasing yourself from someone's life is not as simple as walking out the door
-- i want a guy who will catch my tears, not cause them to fall
-- i'd give you my heart, but it's already yours
-- if you don't have anything better to do. i'd love to spend some more time together. so what are you doing between now and forever
-- i know you've been hurt. but the feeling will pass. the tears will stop falling. your heart will heal itself
-- people change and things go wrong but always remember that life goes on
-- it may take a while, but eventually you'll find the good in goodbye
-- i know youre busy and have a lot more important things to do. but i wanna say, i miss you
-- i want to be the girl he thinks about when he can't go to sleep at night
-- if life was supposed to be easy, i wouldn't be sitting here trying to figure out ways to get you to fall in love with me.
-- i tried to build my walls high... but with just one smile, my defenses came down
-- when you laugh as much as you breathe, that's when you realize how beautiful life is
-- if you don't get caught, everything is legal
-- when you have to convinve yourself that you're okay, that's when you know you're hurt

I may not get to see you as often as often as i would like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all night. But deep in my heart i truly know, you're the one that i love and i can't let go

-- If i could choose any guy in the world..... i would still choose you
-- You don't know what you do to me. You have no clue. You don't know what it's like to be me, looking at you
--It's You. you mean everything to me... you are the first thought in the morning when i wake up, my last thought before i go to bed, you smile at me in my dreams, when you're sad, i feel sad. and when i see your true smile, i feel incredible.
-- i believe in love, and lust, sex and romance. I don't want everything to add up to some  perfect equation. I want mess and chaos. I want someone to go crazy out of his mind for me. I want to feel passion, and heat, and sweat, and madness. I want valentine's and cupids and all the rest of that crap. I want it all.
-- ask my friends, anyone will tell you. when you come up in any conversation, no matter what it's nature, my eyes sparkle, and my smile shines
-- you've got the arms i want around me, the eyes i want to loose myself in, and the voice i could listen to forever.
-- if you are asking if i need you, then the answer is forever. If you are asking if i'll leave you, the answer is never. If you are asking what i value, the answer is you. If you are asking if i love you, the answer is i do.
-- I love you. I love every little thing about you. your sexy smile, the sound of your voice, the magic in your eyes. i love your gentle touch and the warmth i feel at your side. I love dreaming about you. I love discovering you and letting go with you. I love each and every once in a lifetime moment i share with you... today, tomorrow, forever....

Love you yesterday. Love you still. Always have. Always will

MY FAVORITE SONG OF ALL TIME NOW

This song is absolutely my favorite song. it makes me cry almost everytime i listen to it. it's amazing.

You still make me smile, even if you are the reason why i'm sometimes upset

You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have....

The hours turned to days, days to weeks, and weeks to months. Nothing has changed. I'm still in love with you and you're still gone.

--the best part of the morning is knowing that someone is waiting for you to wake up
-- you can never be "just friends" with somebody you used to love. simply because a little part of you will ALWAYS love them
-- when i text you, that means i miss you. when i don't text you, that means i'm waiting for you to miss me.
--i don't run from you, i walk slowly. you just don't care enough to stop me
-- tell yourself "he's not worth it" one more time, and maybe this time, you'll believe it.
--having someone is not expected. loving someone was not intended. but falling so deeply is usually where it ends.
-- it takes a minute to be curious, an hour to be interested, and an hour to like, but it takes forever to forget love.
-- sometimes we just gotta accept the cold, harsh truth... sometimes the ones that we can't live without... can live without us.
-- so it's all my fault that you gave up? i'm the only one still standing here holding on to everything that you let go of.
-- in my life many things are important, and i know all my priorities but when it comes to you, i forget everything.
--half our life is spent trying to find something to do with the time we have rushed through life trying to save
-- some nights i lay and think what i could have done wrong, for you to have hurt me so badly
-- my mr. right is coming... but he's in antartica... and he's walking
-- i wish i had known i would lose you.. i would have held on tighter so you couldn't get away.
-- i'm left with a broken heart and happy memoires. but i don't want a memory. i'd rather have you
-- everyone says to live your life to the fullest... but without you, i just feel empty.
-- i don't think of you as a crush anymore. you're more like a bad habit i can't shake.
-- i can only wait for so long, forever is too long for anything.
-- tough year for the ocean! the oil spill, japan radiation, and now "hey... mind if we put bin laden in here?"
-- if you want me in your life, put me there. i shouldn't have to fight for a spot.
-- dear teacher, i talk to everyone. so moving my seat won't help. sincerely, student
-- she wants to fall in love with you but she's afraid of getting hurt, afraid of lies, and afraid she'll end up with tears in her eyes
-- when i looked into your eyes, i knew it was true. the heart never lies, i'm in love with you.
-- every time the phone rings, i hope it's you, even though my mind knows we're through.
-- i'm all torn up, gotta choose between two, should i stay with him, or leave with you.
-- you miss me, but you're not doing anything about it. sounds convincing.
-- i wonder what it is about you that makes me try so hard.
-- it's so easy to love himm, yet so hard to tell him.
-- i finally learned what life's all about... hanging on when you're heart's had enough and giving more when you wanna give up.
-- there was a time when i would do anything for you. now i would do anything to forget you.
-- if i ever write a story about my life, don't be surprised when your name appears a million times.
-- my friend didn't give me a present for my birthday, but her brother did. for her birthday she's getting the video
-- live the way you want to, they're gonna bitch about you, no matter what you do. be who you want to be, you've got control of your destiny
-- i know you're sorry.... i just don't know if that's good enough.
-- sometimes you just have to give up on people. chasing after them is a heartache, especially when they don't try to meet you half way.

Tomorrow- Chris Young

I absolutely love this song but it makes me wanna cry everytime i listen to it!!!

Tomorrow i'm gonna leave here
i'm gonna let you go and walk away like every day i said i would
tomorrow i'm gonna listen
to that voice of reason inside my head tellin me that we're no good

but tonight i'm gonna give in one last time
rock you strong in these arms of mine
forget all the regrets that are bound to follow

We're like fire and gasoline
i'm no good for you you're no good for me
we only bring each other tears and sorrow

but tonight i'm gonna love you like there's no..... tomorrow

Tomorrow, i'll be stronger
I'm not gonna break down and call you up when my heart cries out for you
and tomorrow you won't believe it
but when i pass your house i won't stop. no matter how bad i want to

but tonight i'm gonna give in one last time
rock you strong in these arms of mine
forget all the regrets that are bound to follow

We're like fire and gasoline
i'm no good for you you're no good for me
we only bring each other tears and sorrow

but tonight i'm gonna love you like there's no.... tomorrow

baby when we're good you know we're great
but there's too much bad for us to think
that there's anything
worth trying to save

but tonight i'm gonna give in one last time
rock you strong in these arms of mine
forget all the regrets that are bound to follow

We're like fire and gasoline
i'm no good for you you're no good for me
we only bring each other tears and sorrow

but tonight i'm gonna love you like there's no......

tomorrow i'm gonna leave here
i'm gonna let you go and walk away
like everyday i said i would

Just some funny quotes!

-- some people can't sleep because they have insomnia.... i can't sleep because i have internet connection.
-- domino's pizza is now made with real cheese!...... cool, but what the hell were you using before?!
-- i failed a spelling test because they asked me how to spell bitch and i put down your name
-- eww.. i wouldn't even do you for a klondike bar.
-- nice face! what are you going to do when the baboon wants his ass back?
-- i hope i never meet the guy of my dreams... he's seen me in a lot of awkward situations.
-- on a scale of Osama bin Laden to Waldo how good was my hiding spot.
-- the amount of alcohol i would need to find you attractive.... would actually kill me.
-- you know you're fat when you sit in the bath and the water in the toilet rises.
-- just because our prince charming isn't here yet, doesn't mean we can't have fun with other boys
-- i hope you're happy for breaking the heart of the guy that i love the most. bitch if you're near, i'm so gonna punch you in the face!
-- is it just me, or does every great idea start with the word, "Duuuude!"
-- The difference between being a girl's BF and a girls BFF is whether or not you get to F her.

Crying doesn't indicate that you're weak. Since birth, it has been a sign that you're alive.

-- i don't know why they call it heartbreak. it feels like every other part of my body is broken too.
-- Girl: "describe me in one word." Boy: "Mine"
-- the day you're perfect is the day you can come and comment about my imperfections. but till then... look in the mirror
-- tears are the words too painful to say
-- you were my shooting star. now you're the comet who destroyed my whole world.
-- i regret every single word that i said.. that made him feel special.
-- truth is.... i don't want to waste another moment with anyone who isn't you
--i want someone to tlel me it's all right even when it's all wrong.
-- you're not my type, but i kinda like that idea because "my type" usually breaks my heart.
--after you've tried everything... the only thing left is goodbye.
-- there is no "us" anymore... because U left.
-- it's okay to love with your heart but you gotta love with your mind at the same time. Balance emotion logic.
-- pain makes you stronger, tears make you braver, heartbreak makes you wiser, so thank the past for a better future.
-- somethin tells me this is gonna make sense. Somethin tells me it's gonna take patience. something tells me this will all work out in the end.
-- the saddest love is loving someone who loves you back, yet the circumstances don't let them have you
-- I'd still yes to you again.... for you. i'd do it all again
-- just once, i want to be hard to leave. i want someone staying up all night thinking only of me.
-- without you, nothing feels as good. it's like i'm missing some happy part of me.
-- A part of me wants to erase you from my past but another part of me still wants you in my future.
-- I just want to hear that you'll stay.
-- sometimes i say "i ust want you happy." but deep in my heart i still want to be your happiness
-- since you've been gone... life still goes on, but everyday feels like i'm breathing but no longer living.
-- i didn't reallize how much i loved him until he was standing there and he wasn't mine anymore.
-- the hardest thing you'll evver have to do is to stop loving someone because they stopped loving you.
-- i've listened to this song a thousand times, but it hasn't gotten old because it reminds me of you.
-- whenever i think about the future, it includes you for some reason, and that's my favorite part
-- i wish we can go back to every laugh, to every kiss, to every hug. i never knew i'd be missing you this much.
-- it's strange how things change and the one person you're close to seems like the person you don't know anymore.
-- it's not you i'm rejecting, it's my heart i'm protecting.
-- so tell me why you played me like a fool, hurt me so bad and made me cry.
-- i have to admit, you are the only one i think about, the only one i love, and the only one i miss right now.
--changing is what people do when they have no options left.
-- the worst feeling in the world is when you can't love anyone else, because your heart still belongs to the one who broke it.
-- you lay awake crying over him, you go to sleep dreaming of him... but do you ever think there's someone crying over you
-- i'm trying to get over you, but please tell me another way, because this one isn't working.
-- when the pain of holding on is worst then the pain of letting go, it is time to let go
-- and after a while i stopped giving a fuck, stopped loving you and stopped caring. so please do me a favor.. and don't come back now
-- to love someone is to wait for them, but you need to love yourself too, by knowing when to walk away.
-- it's hard to let someone in when every time you do, you heart was left in a million pieces.
-- never let go if you can still hold on, and never hold back once you've decided to let go.
-- i fell for your personality, your looks were just a bonus.
-- i miss you more than you even know; more than you probably care.
-- a boy spends his time finding a girl to sleep with. a man spends his time looking for a woman worth waking up to.
-- i keep building a wall around my heart but then i see you and it all falls apart.


ONCE YOU WALKED OUT OF MY LIFE, THE DOOR LOCKED BEHIND YOU

I found a great song thats lyrics are perfect for me

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine, would i have strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings.
But i know you're here with me now.
We'll make it through,
And i hope you are the one i share my life with.

I don't wanna run away but i can't take it,
i don't understand.
if i'm not mad for you, then why does my heart tell me that i am?
is there any way that i can stay in your arms?

If i don't need you, then why am i crying on my bed?
If i don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me, then why do i dream of you as my wife? (husband in my case! :) )

I don't know why you're so far away
But i know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And i hope you're the one i share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one i die with
And i'm praying you're the one i build my home with
I hope i love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but i can't take it,
i don't understand.
if i'm not mad for you, then why does my heart tell me that i am?
is there any way that i can stay in your arms?

Cause i miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
and i breathe you into my heart and pray for strength to stand today
Cause i love you, wether it's wrong or right.
and though i can't be with you tonight
you know my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but i can't take it,
i don't understand.
if i'm not mad for you, then why does my heart tell me that i am?
is there any way that i can stay in your arms?


If you're not the one -Daniel Bedingfield

........

The insert in Taylor Swift's speak now album is like my world. what she says in her letter defines my connection to the song lyrics by Miley and Taylor that i just gave you. So i thought i would give you that letter also

     "Speak now or forever hold your peace," The words said by preachers at the end of wedding ceremonies all over the world, right before the vows. It's a last chance for protest, a moment that makes everyone's heart race, and a moment I've always been strangely fascinated by. So many fantisize about busting into a church, saying what they'd kept inside for years like in the movies. In real life, it rarely happens.
    
     Real life, it's a funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right things, at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately, what i've learned to fear more than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything.

     I think most of us fear reaching the end of our life and looking back regretting the moment we didn't speak up. When we didn't say "I love you" When we should've said "I'm sorry." When we didn't stand up for ourselves or someone who needed help.

     These songs are made up of words i didn't say, when the moment was right in front of me. These songs are open  letters. Each is written with a sepcific person in mind, telling them what i meant to tell them in person. To the beautiful boy who's heart i broke in december. To my first love, who i never thought would be my first heartbreak. To my band. To a mean man i used to be afraid of. To someone who made my world very dark for awhile. To someone i forgive for what he said in front of the whole world.
    
     Words can break someone into a million pieces but they can also put them back together. I hop you use your's for good, because the only words you'll regret more than the ones left unsaid, are the ones you use to intentionally hurt someone.

     What you say might be too much for some people. Maybe it will come out all wrong and you'll stutter and you'll walk away embarrassed, wincing as you play it all back in your head. But i think the words you stop yourself from saying are the ones that will haunt you the longest.

     So say it to them or say it to yourself in the miror. Say it in a letter you'll never send, or in a book millions might read someday. I think you deserve to look back on your life without a chorus of resounding voices saying "i could've but it's too late not."
  
     There is a time for silence. There is a time waiting your turn. But if you know how you fell, an you so clearly know what you need to say. You'll know it.

     I don't think you should wait.

     I think you should speak now.

Story of Us

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us
how we met and the sparks flew instantly
and people would say they're the lucky ones

i used to know my spot was the spot next to you
now i'm searchin the room for an empty seat
cause lately i don't even know what page your on

oh, a simple complication
miscommunications lead to fall outs
so many things that i wihs you knew
so many walls up, i can't break through

now i'm standing alone in a croweded room
and we're not speaking
and i'm dying to know is it killing you
like it's killing me

i don't know what to say since a twist of fate
when it all broke down
and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

next chapter

How'd we end up this way
see me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy
and you're doing your best to avoid me

I'm starting to think one day i'll tell the story of us
how i was losing my mind when i saw you here
but you held your prind like you should have held me

oh, i'm scared to see the ending
why are we pretending this is nothing?
i'd tell you i miss you, but i don't know how
i've never heard silence quiet this loud

now i'm standing alone in a croweded room
and we're not speaking
and i'm dying to know is it killing you
like it's killing me

i don't know what to say since a twist of fate
when it all broke down
and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

This is looking like a contest
of who can act like they care less
but i like'd it better when you were on my side

the battels in your hands now
but i would lay my armor down
if you'd say you'd rather love than fight

so many things that i wish you knew
but the story of us might be ending soon

now i'm standing alone in a croweded room
and we're not speaking
and i'm dying to know is it killing you
like it's killing me

i don't know what to say since a twist of fate
when it all broke down
and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

and we're not speaking
and i'm dying to know is it killing you
like it's killing me

i don't know what to say since a twist of fate
when it all broke down
and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

the end