Friday, December 28, 2012
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1- How are you? GOOD
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3- Do you ever wish you were someone else? NOT REALLY. I DO WISH I WAS A BETTER VERSION OF MYSELF
4- What is your entire name? ANDREA CAROLYN BRUNSON
5- How old are you? 18
6- Age you get mistaken for: YOUNGER
7- Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality: IM A LIBRA AND IT DOES FIT MY PERSONALITY FOR THE MOST PART
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9- What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday? IDK!
10- What is your hair color? NOPE
11- Have you ever dyed your hair? NO BUT I WOULD LIKE TO GO BROWN ONE DAY
12- What is your eye color? BLUE/GREEN. IT DEPENDS ON WHAT I WEAR
13- If you could change your eye color, would you? NO
14- Do you wear contacts/glasses? NOPE
15- Your opinion about your body and how confortable you are with it: ME AND MY BODY AREN'T THE BEST OF FRIENDS
16- Have you ever considered plastic surgery? What would you alter about your body? YES. ID GET A BOOB JOB
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18- Do you have any tattoos? NO BUT I WANT ATLEAST ONE
19- Do you have any piercings. JUST DOUBLES IN MY EARS
20- Left or right handed? RIGHT
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22- Do you drink? OCCASIONALLY
23- Do you smoke? NOPE
24- Do you have any pets? 3 DOGS
25- Where do you work. I DON'T WORK RIGHT NOW
26- Something you are working on right now: THIS BLOG POST
27- Do you have any “rules” about food? IDK! I DON'T PREFER MEAT OR ANYTHING WITH A WEIRD TEXTURE
28- Where are you from? ALABAMA
29- What would you say is your best quality? I DON'T KNOW
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32- What talent do you wish you’d been born with? SINGING
33- Are you a bad person? I DONT THINK SO
34- Are you nice to everyone? I ATLEAST TRY TO BE. BUT SOME PEOPLE DONT EVEN DESERVE FOR ME TO BE NICE TO THEM
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36- Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you? NOT THAT I KNOW OF
37- What is your ideal bed? A BIG ONE WITH REALLY FLUFFY BEDDING
38- Did you wake up cranky? NOT REALLY
39- Do you sleep with a stuffed toy? NO JUST A BLANKET
40- What do you think about the most? LOVE AND MUSIC
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42- What you want to be when you “get older”? GOOD QUESTION, IM NOT SURE YET
43- What are your career goals? I DONT REALLY KNOW
44- What is your ideal career? OWNING MY OW PN SUCCESSFUL BAKERY IN NEW YORK OR LONDON
45- Is your life anything like it was two years ago? YEAH IT IS, IT'S STILL A MESS, BUT ITS BETTER.
46- Do you replay things that have happened in your head? ALL THE TIME
47- Have you ever had an imaginary friend? HAHA I DID WHEN I WAS LITTLE BUT IT WAS ALWAYS EITHER IMAGINARY SIBLINGS OR FAMOUS IMAGINARY BOYFRIENDS
48- Say 10 facts about your room: 1)MESSY 2) CRAZY 3) IT HAS NO REAL DECORATING THEME 4) ITS OUTDATED 5) ITS TOTALLY AGAINST MY STYLE. 5) THERES A PRINCESS CROWN AND SASH ON MY MIRROR 6) THERE ARE DEAD FLOWERS ON THE BOOKSHELF 7) MY FLOOR AND BED ARE COVERED WITH CLOTHES 8) THERES DRAWERS AND STACKS OF ART STUFF THAT I HAVENT TOUCHED IN A WHILE 9) IT'S MY FAVORITE PLACE 10) THERE'S ALWAYS MUSIC PLAYING
49- Do you have any phobias? COTTON BALLS AND DRIVING
50- Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist? YES I HAVE MORE THAN ONCE
51- Are you allergic to anything? If so, what? ANYTHING OUTSIDE HAHA
52- Ever broken any bones? I BROKE TWO BONES IN MY FOOT WHEN I ACCIDENTALLY DROPPED TEXT BOOKS ON IT
53- Ever come close to death? NOT REALLY
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55- A random fact about yourself: I HATE THE SOUND OF PEOPLE POPPING THINGS ON THEIR BODY
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58- Share something about yourself others might think is weird: I'M FREAKED OUT AND COMPLETELY GROSSED BY COTTON BALLS
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61- Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? YEAH I HAVE ALOT OF PICURES
62- Describe yourself in one word/sentence: CRAZY
63- A quote you try to live by: LIVIN' LIFE CRAZY LOUD
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Favorites
65- What is your favorite thing to do? LISTEN TO MUSIC
66- What’s your favorite color? WHATEVER THIS COLOR IS THAT'S ON MY NAILS
67- What’s your favorite band/singer? I HAVE NO IDEA BECAUSE IT CHANGES FREQUENTLY
68- What’s your favorite movie? TITANIC
69- What are your favorite books? THE WANDERER
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72- What is your least favorite word? SECRETE
73- What is your favorite type of food? ITALIAN
74- Your favorite ice cream? COFFEE
75- What’s your favorite animal? BIRDS
76- Dogs or cats? Dogs
77- Describe your favourite texture: I HAVE NO IDEA
78- What is your favorite flower?I DONT KNOW. I JUST DONT LIKE DAISYS
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80- What is your favorite season? WINTER
81- What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die? ALASKA, LONDON, ROME, THE VATICAN, CHINA
82- What are four things you can’t live without and why? MUSIC, MY CELL PHONE, THE INTERNET, A PLACE TO WRITE MY THOUGHTS. CAUSE I WOULDN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO
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84- What’s your favorite television show? GOSSIP GIRL
85- Favorite place to shop at? CHARMING CHARLIE'S
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87- Say 4 facts about your parents: 1)MY MOM ISN'T HERE 2)MY DAD IS A PREACHER 3)MY DAD IS FUNNY 4)MY MOM WAS PRETTY
88- Are you more like your mom or your dad? MY MOM.
89- Do you have any siblings? A HALF-SISTER AND A STEP-BROTHER
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91- What’s your relationship like with your family? CLOSE BUT DIFFICULT
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95- Are you going out of town soon? TO A FUNERAL TOMORROW IF THAT COUNTS
96- Where would you like to live? NEW YORK OR LONDON
97- What would your dream house be like? BIG
98- Where would you go on your dream vacation? LONDON
99- Where you want to be right now? NEW YORK
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Friends
101- Would you ever smile at a stranger? YES
102- Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? BOTH
103- Who is someone you never tire of? MY BEST FRIENDS, HIM, AND THE BOYFRIEND
104- Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? ABSOLUTELY!
105- Who is your most loyal friend? LOVEY
106- Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? LOVEY
107- If your best friend died, what would you do? IDK!! CRY!
108- A reason you’ve lied to a friend: TO KEEP THEM FROM GETTING HURT
109- Have you ever felt replaced? ABSOLUTELY
110- Say 5 facts about your bestfriend(s): 1)LOUD 2)CRAZY 3)ABSOLUTELY REDICULOUS 4)ID DO ANYTHING FOR THEM AND I KNOW THEY'D DO THE SAME FOR ME 5)ID BE LOST WITHOUT THEM
Relationships
111- The last person you hugged? BOYFRIEND
112- Who was your first kiss with? POPE
113- Do you like kissing in public? DOESN'T BOTHER ME DEPENDING ON WHO IS AROUND
114- Have you ever kissed someone older than you? YES
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117- Do you believe in love at first sight? YES
118- Do you believe in soul mates? YES. BUT I BELIEVE THERE CAN BE MORE THAN ONE
119- What is your idea of the perfect date? IDK. IM EASY TO PLEASE
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121- What is the first thing you noticed in someone? BODY, AND SENSE OF HUMOR
122- Are looks important in a relationship? TO ME? YES
123- What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? NICE BOD!
124- What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? DOESN'T MATTER REALLY
125- Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? NO
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130- If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? ID WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY EVEN IF IT KILLED ME
131- When was the last time you told someone you loved them? A LITTLE BIT AGO IN A TEXT TO THE BOYFRIEND
132- Do you think someone has feelings for you? I SURE HOPE SO
133- Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? MAYBE!
134- Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? TILL I COULDN'T BREATHE...
135- Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? EVERYDAY
136- Anyone you’re giving up on? UNFORTUNATELY NOT
137- Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? HIM AND THE BOYFRIEND
138- Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? HAHA MY FRIENDS DON'T LIKE HIM, EXCEPT LOVEY (SHE LIKES HIM WHEN HE'S NICE AND THINKS HE'S HOT)
139- Have you ever liked one of your best friends? HIM
140- Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? YEP. HIM'S WASN'T TRUE, BUT I HOPE BOYFRIEND WAS
141- Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? YES
142- Is there someone you will never forget? YES
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147- What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? IM NOT SURE
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149- Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? Have you had one written for you? I'VE ONLY WRITTEN LETTERS AND BLOG POST, POPE WROTE ME POEMS (HAHA THEY WERE AWFUL)
150- What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? IDK
151- Are you in love? YES
152- Are you in a relationship? YES
153- If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? HOW WE TALK
154- Are relationships ever worth it? ABSOLUTELY
155- Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? THERE'S NO WAY TO TELL WHAT HIM THINKS
156- Can you commit to one person? I WISH
157- Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? ......
158- Do you ever want to get married? ABSOLUTELY!!!!
159- Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? HOPE IM CLOSE TO IT!
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161- Do you get jealous easily? ONLY OF CERTAIN PEOPLE
162- The last time you felt jealous, and why? I DON'T KNOW
163- What is your definition of cheating? DOING SOMETHING PHYSICAL WITH SOMEBODY ELSE WHEN YOU'RE IN A RELATIONSHIP
164- Have you ever been cheated on? YES. BY HIM.
165- Do you forgive betrayal? FOR SOME REASON YES.
166- Have you ever cheated on someone? NOT BY MY DEFINITION BUT BY OTHERS MAYBE
167- Why did your last relationship fail? HIM
168- Things you want to say to an ex: TOO MUCH TO PUT HERE.
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170- If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? YES
171- How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 5
172- How long was your longest relationship? CONTINUOUS WOULD BE THE ONE IM IN WITH BOYFRIEND
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Music, movies and books
175- How often do you listen to music? ALL DAY
176- What kind of music you like? A VARIETY
177- Do you like to dance? YES
178- What was the first concert/show you attended? RASCAL FLATTS
179- Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? YES
180- Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past:
181- A song that’s been stuck in your head: I DREAMED A DREAM FROM LES MISERABLES
182- Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play: 1) BEFORE THE WORST BY THE SCRIPT 2) YOU WON'T FEEL A THING BY THE SCRIPT 3)BEST THING I NEVER HAD BY BEYONCE 4) HOPELESSLY DEVOTED TO YOU FROM GREASE 5)THEY ASKED ABOUT YOU BY REBA 6) ONE AND ONLY BY ADELE 7) I'LL BE WAITING BY ADELE 8) THE LONELY BY CHRISTINA PERRI 9) HOLD ON BY MICHAEL BUBLE 10) WILD ONES BY FLO RIDA
183- A book you want to read/have recently read:
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185- Last movie you just watched: SEX AND THE CITY
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187- You’re in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done? INFINITY STRENGTH SYMBOL ON MY RIGHT RIBS
189- What’s something you can see yourself going to jail for? HAHA ANYTHING WITH MY
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192- If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? I WOULDN'T HAVE LET IT MESS UP THE FIRST TIME
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194- If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 2011
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197- What is the first curse word that comes to mind? SHIT
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200- What are you supposed to be doing right now? NOTHING
201- Currently wanting to see anyone? LOTS OF PEOPLE
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206- Is the cup half full or half empty for you right now? HALF EMPTY
207- Do you believe in fate/destiny? YES
208- What you wish for on 11:11? KEEPING IT A SECRET
209- Do you consider yourself lucky? What’s your good luck charm? NOT REALLY. MY MOM IS MY GOOD LUCK ANGEL
210- Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets? NO
211- What is your religion, if any? I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE
212- Would you go against your moral code for money? DEPENDS
213- What’s more important to you: strength of the body or strength of the mind? THE MIND
214- How important you think education is? NOT SURE
215- If you were the president, what would you do. IDK!
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217- Is it the thought that counts? Or is that phrase circumstantial? THAT PHRASE IS STUPID
218- If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do? I DON'T KNOW. ID PROBABLY END UP HURTING SOME PEOPLE EMOTIONALLY. ID GO SEE MY FAMILY. ID GO TELL HIM HOW I TRUELY FEEL AND FIND OUT HOW WE CONNECT PHYSICALLY....YEAH. AND ID SEE ALL MY FRIENDS AND MAKE SURE BOYFRIEND KNOWS I LOVE BOYFRIEND ANS ID END MY 24 HOURS WITH BOYFRIEND
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Feelings and Others
220- Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? PROCRASTINATOR BIG TIME
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222- Say 5 things you love unconditionally: FAMILY, BOYFRIEND, FRIENDS, HIM, MY DOGS
223- What motivates you in life? MYSELF
224- Something that you’re proud of: THAT IM STILL HERE
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227- Something you always think “what if…” about: HIM
228- What was something you used to enjoy, but was ruined for you? What’s the story behind that? SOME SONGS, TITANIC (sorta),
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230- Something/someone that you miss: BOYFRIEND, MY FRIENDS,
231- Are you over your past? NOT AT ALL
232- What is your saddest memory? SUMMER 2011 AND CHRISTMAS 2011
233- One of the hardest moments in your life: WHEN I FOUND OUT HIM CHEATED AND WHEN I HAD TO BREAK UP WITH HIM THAT DECEMBER NIGHT
234- Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? NOPE
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236- What was your most embarrassing moment? I DON'T KNOW
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238- Something you’re currently worrying about: WHAT BOYFRIEND WILL THINK ABOUT SOME OF THESE ANSWERS
239- Have you done something you regret very much? NO
240- If you could take something back that you said or did, what would it be? IDK
241- Does anyone hate you? PROBABLY
242- Do you hate anyone? YES
243- Are you good at hiding your feelings? NOT REALLY
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245- How do you approach social situations?FREAKED OUT BUT HEAD STRONG
246- Are you a social or an antisocial person? DEPENDS BUT MOSTLY ANTISOCIAL
247- Are you an introvert or an extrovert? INTROVERTED
248- Do you care if people talk badly about you? NO THEY CAN HAVE THEIR OPINIONS
249- How do you deal with criticism? I DON'T CARE
250- How you hope your future will be like? HAPPY
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253- One thing you’re excited for: SEE MY FRIENDS AGAIN
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255- Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character? NO
256- Who is your celebrity crush? JUDE LAW
1- How are you? GOOD
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3- Do you ever wish you were someone else? NOT REALLY. I DO WISH I WAS A BETTER VERSION OF MYSELF
4- What is your entire name? ANDREA CAROLYN BRUNSON
5- How old are you? 18
6- Age you get mistaken for: YOUNGER
7- Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality: IM A LIBRA AND IT DOES FIT MY PERSONALITY FOR THE MOST PART
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9- What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday? IDK!
10- What is your hair color? NOPE
11- Have you ever dyed your hair? NO BUT I WOULD LIKE TO GO BROWN ONE DAY
12- What is your eye color? BLUE/GREEN. IT DEPENDS ON WHAT I WEAR
13- If you could change your eye color, would you? NO
14- Do you wear contacts/glasses? NOPE
15- Your opinion about your body and how confortable you are with it: ME AND MY BODY AREN'T THE BEST OF FRIENDS
16- Have you ever considered plastic surgery? What would you alter about your body? YES. ID GET A BOOB JOB
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18- Do you have any tattoos? NO BUT I WANT ATLEAST ONE
19- Do you have any piercings. JUST DOUBLES IN MY EARS
20- Left or right handed? RIGHT
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22- Do you drink? OCCASIONALLY
23- Do you smoke? NOPE
24- Do you have any pets? 3 DOGS
25- Where do you work. I DON'T WORK RIGHT NOW
26- Something you are working on right now: THIS BLOG POST
27- Do you have any “rules” about food? IDK! I DON'T PREFER MEAT OR ANYTHING WITH A WEIRD TEXTURE
28- Where are you from? ALABAMA
29- What would you say is your best quality? I DON'T KNOW
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32- What talent do you wish you’d been born with? SINGING
33- Are you a bad person? I DONT THINK SO
34- Are you nice to everyone? I ATLEAST TRY TO BE. BUT SOME PEOPLE DONT EVEN DESERVE FOR ME TO BE NICE TO THEM
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36- Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you? NOT THAT I KNOW OF
37- What is your ideal bed? A BIG ONE WITH REALLY FLUFFY BEDDING
38- Did you wake up cranky? NOT REALLY
39- Do you sleep with a stuffed toy? NO JUST A BLANKET
40- What do you think about the most? LOVE AND MUSIC
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42- What you want to be when you “get older”? GOOD QUESTION, IM NOT SURE YET
43- What are your career goals? I DONT REALLY KNOW
44- What is your ideal career? OWNING MY OW PN SUCCESSFUL BAKERY IN NEW YORK OR LONDON
45- Is your life anything like it was two years ago? YEAH IT IS, IT'S STILL A MESS, BUT ITS BETTER.
46- Do you replay things that have happened in your head? ALL THE TIME
47- Have you ever had an imaginary friend? HAHA I DID WHEN I WAS LITTLE BUT IT WAS ALWAYS EITHER IMAGINARY SIBLINGS OR FAMOUS IMAGINARY BOYFRIENDS
48- Say 10 facts about your room: 1)MESSY 2) CRAZY 3) IT HAS NO REAL DECORATING THEME 4) ITS OUTDATED 5) ITS TOTALLY AGAINST MY STYLE. 5) THERES A PRINCESS CROWN AND SASH ON MY MIRROR 6) THERE ARE DEAD FLOWERS ON THE BOOKSHELF 7) MY FLOOR AND BED ARE COVERED WITH CLOTHES 8) THERES DRAWERS AND STACKS OF ART STUFF THAT I HAVENT TOUCHED IN A WHILE 9) IT'S MY FAVORITE PLACE 10) THERE'S ALWAYS MUSIC PLAYING
49- Do you have any phobias? COTTON BALLS AND DRIVING
50- Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist? YES I HAVE MORE THAN ONCE
51- Are you allergic to anything? If so, what? ANYTHING OUTSIDE HAHA
52- Ever broken any bones? I BROKE TWO BONES IN MY FOOT WHEN I ACCIDENTALLY DROPPED TEXT BOOKS ON IT
53- Ever come close to death? NOT REALLY
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55- A random fact about yourself: I HATE THE SOUND OF PEOPLE POPPING THINGS ON THEIR BODY
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58- Share something about yourself others might think is weird: I'M FREAKED OUT AND COMPLETELY GROSSED BY COTTON BALLS
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61- Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? YEAH I HAVE ALOT OF PICURES
62- Describe yourself in one word/sentence: CRAZY
63- A quote you try to live by: LIVIN' LIFE CRAZY LOUD
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Favorites
65- What is your favorite thing to do? LISTEN TO MUSIC
66- What’s your favorite color? WHATEVER THIS COLOR IS THAT'S ON MY NAILS
67- What’s your favorite band/singer? I HAVE NO IDEA BECAUSE IT CHANGES FREQUENTLY
68- What’s your favorite movie? TITANIC
69- What are your favorite books? THE WANDERER
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72- What is your least favorite word? SECRETE
73- What is your favorite type of food? ITALIAN
74- Your favorite ice cream? COFFEE
75- What’s your favorite animal? BIRDS
76- Dogs or cats? Dogs
77- Describe your favourite texture: I HAVE NO IDEA
78- What is your favorite flower?I DONT KNOW. I JUST DONT LIKE DAISYS
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80- What is your favorite season? WINTER
81- What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die? ALASKA, LONDON, ROME, THE VATICAN, CHINA
82- What are four things you can’t live without and why? MUSIC, MY CELL PHONE, THE INTERNET, A PLACE TO WRITE MY THOUGHTS. CAUSE I WOULDN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO
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84- What’s your favorite television show? GOSSIP GIRL
85- Favorite place to shop at? CHARMING CHARLIE'S
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87- Say 4 facts about your parents: 1)MY MOM ISN'T HERE 2)MY DAD IS A PREACHER 3)MY DAD IS FUNNY 4)MY MOM WAS PRETTY
88- Are you more like your mom or your dad? MY MOM.
89- Do you have any siblings? A HALF-SISTER AND A STEP-BROTHER
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95- Are you going out of town soon? TO A FUNERAL TOMORROW IF THAT COUNTS
96- Where would you like to live? NEW YORK OR LONDON
97- What would your dream house be like? BIG
98- Where would you go on your dream vacation? LONDON
99- Where you want to be right now? NEW YORK
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Friends
101- Would you ever smile at a stranger? YES
102- Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? BOTH
103- Who is someone you never tire of? MY BEST FRIENDS, HIM, AND THE BOYFRIEND
104- Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? ABSOLUTELY!
105- Who is your most loyal friend? LOVEY
106- Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? LOVEY
107- If your best friend died, what would you do? IDK!! CRY!
108- A reason you’ve lied to a friend: TO KEEP THEM FROM GETTING HURT
109- Have you ever felt replaced? ABSOLUTELY
110- Say 5 facts about your bestfriend(s): 1)LOUD 2)CRAZY 3)ABSOLUTELY REDICULOUS 4)ID DO ANYTHING FOR THEM AND I KNOW THEY'D DO THE SAME FOR ME 5)ID BE LOST WITHOUT THEM
Relationships
111- The last person you hugged? BOYFRIEND
112- Who was your first kiss with? POPE
113- Do you like kissing in public? DOESN'T BOTHER ME DEPENDING ON WHO IS AROUND
114- Have you ever kissed someone older than you? YES
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117- Do you believe in love at first sight? YES
118- Do you believe in soul mates? YES. BUT I BELIEVE THERE CAN BE MORE THAN ONE
119- What is your idea of the perfect date? IDK. IM EASY TO PLEASE
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121- What is the first thing you noticed in someone? BODY, AND SENSE OF HUMOR
122- Are looks important in a relationship? TO ME? YES
123- What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? NICE BOD!
124- What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? DOESN'T MATTER REALLY
125- Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? NO
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130- If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? ID WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY EVEN IF IT KILLED ME
131- When was the last time you told someone you loved them? A LITTLE BIT AGO IN A TEXT TO THE BOYFRIEND
132- Do you think someone has feelings for you? I SURE HOPE SO
133- Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? MAYBE!
134- Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? TILL I COULDN'T BREATHE...
135- Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? EVERYDAY
136- Anyone you’re giving up on? UNFORTUNATELY NOT
137- Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? HIM AND THE BOYFRIEND
138- Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? HAHA MY FRIENDS DON'T LIKE HIM, EXCEPT LOVEY (SHE LIKES HIM WHEN HE'S NICE AND THINKS HE'S HOT)
139- Have you ever liked one of your best friends? HIM
140- Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? YEP. HIM'S WASN'T TRUE, BUT I HOPE BOYFRIEND WAS
141- Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? YES
142- Is there someone you will never forget? YES
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147- What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? IM NOT SURE
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149- Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? Have you had one written for you? I'VE ONLY WRITTEN LETTERS AND BLOG POST, POPE WROTE ME POEMS (HAHA THEY WERE AWFUL)
150- What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? IDK
151- Are you in love? YES
152- Are you in a relationship? YES
153- If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? HOW WE TALK
154- Are relationships ever worth it? ABSOLUTELY
155- Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? THERE'S NO WAY TO TELL WHAT HIM THINKS
156- Can you commit to one person? I WISH
157- Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? ......
158- Do you ever want to get married? ABSOLUTELY!!!!
159- Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? HOPE IM CLOSE TO IT!
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161- Do you get jealous easily? ONLY OF CERTAIN PEOPLE
162- The last time you felt jealous, and why? I DON'T KNOW
163- What is your definition of cheating? DOING SOMETHING PHYSICAL WITH SOMEBODY ELSE WHEN YOU'RE IN A RELATIONSHIP
164- Have you ever been cheated on? YES. BY HIM.
165- Do you forgive betrayal? FOR SOME REASON YES.
166- Have you ever cheated on someone? NOT BY MY DEFINITION BUT BY OTHERS MAYBE
167- Why did your last relationship fail? HIM
168- Things you want to say to an ex: TOO MUCH TO PUT HERE.
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170- If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? YES
171- How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 5
172- How long was your longest relationship? CONTINUOUS WOULD BE THE ONE IM IN WITH BOYFRIEND
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Music, movies and books
175- How often do you listen to music? ALL DAY
176- What kind of music you like? A VARIETY
177- Do you like to dance? YES
178- What was the first concert/show you attended? RASCAL FLATTS
179- Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? YES
180- Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past:
181- A song that’s been stuck in your head: I DREAMED A DREAM FROM LES MISERABLES
182- Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play: 1) BEFORE THE WORST BY THE SCRIPT 2) YOU WON'T FEEL A THING BY THE SCRIPT 3)BEST THING I NEVER HAD BY BEYONCE 4) HOPELESSLY DEVOTED TO YOU FROM GREASE 5)THEY ASKED ABOUT YOU BY REBA 6) ONE AND ONLY BY ADELE 7) I'LL BE WAITING BY ADELE 8) THE LONELY BY CHRISTINA PERRI 9) HOLD ON BY MICHAEL BUBLE 10) WILD ONES BY FLO RIDA
183- A book you want to read/have recently read:
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185- Last movie you just watched: SEX AND THE CITY
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187- You’re in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done? INFINITY STRENGTH SYMBOL ON MY RIGHT RIBS
189- What’s something you can see yourself going to jail for? HAHA ANYTHING WITH MY
FRIENDS.
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192- If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? I WOULDN'T HAVE LET IT MESS UP THE FIRST TIME
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194- If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 2011
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197- What is the first curse word that comes to mind? SHIT
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200- What are you supposed to be doing right now? NOTHING
201- Currently wanting to see anyone? LOTS OF PEOPLE
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206- Is the cup half full or half empty for you right now? HALF EMPTY
207- Do you believe in fate/destiny? YES
208- What you wish for on 11:11? KEEPING IT A SECRET
209- Do you consider yourself lucky? What’s your good luck charm? NOT REALLY. MY MOM IS MY GOOD LUCK ANGEL
210- Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets? NO
211- What is your religion, if any? I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE
212- Would you go against your moral code for money? DEPENDS
213- What’s more important to you: strength of the body or strength of the mind? THE MIND
214- How important you think education is? NOT SURE
215- If you were the president, what would you do. IDK!
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217- Is it the thought that counts? Or is that phrase circumstantial? THAT PHRASE IS STUPID
218- If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do? I DON'T KNOW. ID PROBABLY END UP HURTING SOME PEOPLE EMOTIONALLY. ID GO SEE MY FAMILY. ID GO TELL HIM HOW I TRUELY FEEL AND FIND OUT HOW WE CONNECT PHYSICALLY....YEAH. AND ID SEE ALL MY FRIENDS AND MAKE SURE BOYFRIEND KNOWS I LOVE BOYFRIEND ANS ID END MY 24 HOURS WITH BOYFRIEND
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Feelings and Others
220- Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? PROCRASTINATOR BIG TIME
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222- Say 5 things you love unconditionally: FAMILY, BOYFRIEND, FRIENDS, HIM, MY DOGS
223- What motivates you in life? MYSELF
224- Something that you’re proud of: THAT IM STILL HERE
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227- Something you always think “what if…” about: HIM
228- What was something you used to enjoy, but was ruined for you? What’s the story behind that? SOME SONGS, TITANIC (sorta),
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230- Something/someone that you miss: BOYFRIEND, MY FRIENDS,
231- Are you over your past? NOT AT ALL
232- What is your saddest memory? SUMMER 2011 AND CHRISTMAS 2011
233- One of the hardest moments in your life: WHEN I FOUND OUT HIM CHEATED AND WHEN I HAD TO BREAK UP WITH HIM THAT DECEMBER NIGHT
234- Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? NOPE
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236- What was your most embarrassing moment? I DON'T KNOW
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238- Something you’re currently worrying about: WHAT BOYFRIEND WILL THINK ABOUT SOME OF THESE ANSWERS
239- Have you done something you regret very much? NO
240- If you could take something back that you said or did, what would it be? IDK
241- Does anyone hate you? PROBABLY
242- Do you hate anyone? YES
243- Are you good at hiding your feelings? NOT REALLY
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245- How do you approach social situations?FREAKED OUT BUT HEAD STRONG
246- Are you a social or an antisocial person? DEPENDS BUT MOSTLY ANTISOCIAL
247- Are you an introvert or an extrovert? INTROVERTED
248- Do you care if people talk badly about you? NO THEY CAN HAVE THEIR OPINIONS
249- How do you deal with criticism? I DON'T CARE
250- How you hope your future will be like? HAPPY
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253- One thing you’re excited for: SEE MY FRIENDS AGAIN
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255- Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character? NO
256- Who is your celebrity crush? JUDE LAW
Sunday, December 9, 2012
Once You've Learned To Be Lonely
You're asking me to open up
I'm trying my best to give enough
to keep this love alive
It wouldn't be so hat for me to do
If it hadn't have been for all my hearts been through
But once you're learned to be lonely
And lonely is the only thing you've known
It begins to feel like home
It becomes your comfort zone
Once you've learned to be without someone
And settle for the silence of an empty room
Oh, it changes you
There's a lot you have to undo
Once you've learned to be lonely
It becomes a habit of the heart
To be afraid and even start
To try and love again
I want to give myself to you
But I've been alone so long that im scared
Scared to move
But once you're learned to be lonely
And lonely is the only thing you've known
It begins to feel like home
It becomes your comfort zone
Once you've learned to be without someone
And settle for the silence of an empty room
Oh, it changes you
There's a lot you have to undo
Once you've learned to be lonely
I've built walls but I feel them falling down
Touch by touch your love is my way put
But once you're learned to be lonely
And lonely is the only thing you've known
It begins to feel like home
It becomes your comfort zone
Once you've learned to be without someone
And settle for the silence of an empty room
Oh, it changes you
There's a lot you have to undo
Once you've learned to be lonely
There's a lot you have to undo
Once you've learned to be lonely
I'm trying my best to give enough
to keep this love alive
It wouldn't be so hat for me to do
If it hadn't have been for all my hearts been through
But once you're learned to be lonely
And lonely is the only thing you've known
It begins to feel like home
It becomes your comfort zone
Once you've learned to be without someone
And settle for the silence of an empty room
Oh, it changes you
There's a lot you have to undo
Once you've learned to be lonely
It becomes a habit of the heart
To be afraid and even start
To try and love again
I want to give myself to you
But I've been alone so long that im scared
Scared to move
But once you're learned to be lonely
And lonely is the only thing you've known
It begins to feel like home
It becomes your comfort zone
Once you've learned to be without someone
And settle for the silence of an empty room
Oh, it changes you
There's a lot you have to undo
Once you've learned to be lonely
I've built walls but I feel them falling down
Touch by touch your love is my way put
But once you're learned to be lonely
And lonely is the only thing you've known
It begins to feel like home
It becomes your comfort zone
Once you've learned to be without someone
And settle for the silence of an empty room
Oh, it changes you
There's a lot you have to undo
Once you've learned to be lonely
There's a lot you have to undo
Once you've learned to be lonely
Room To Breathe- by Reba
You ain't done nothing wrong but I think we need to talk
You might be the one but before we go too far
I need a little time to figure out my heart
Who could ask for more but I need to know for sure
I haven't been myself from the minute that we met
I ran into your world and kinda walked out on myself
All those dreams I had,I began to second guess for you
One too many questions until I know the truth
I need room to breathe
A little time to think
To make sure I don't lose me
I need room to breathe
I know you're not to blame and I swear there's no one new
This has to do with me and not a thing to do with you
So don't try to understand you don't have a thing to prove to me
If you really love me just give me what I need
I need room to breathe
A little time to think
To make sure I don't lose me
I need room to breathe
Please don't try to take this wrong
Please don't turn away
I just don't want to look back and say
I need room to breathe
A little time to think
To make sure I don't lose me
I need room to breathe
Room to breathe
You might be the one but before we go too far
I need a little time to figure out my heart
Who could ask for more but I need to know for sure
I haven't been myself from the minute that we met
I ran into your world and kinda walked out on myself
All those dreams I had,I began to second guess for you
One too many questions until I know the truth
I need room to breathe
A little time to think
To make sure I don't lose me
I need room to breathe
I know you're not to blame and I swear there's no one new
This has to do with me and not a thing to do with you
So don't try to understand you don't have a thing to prove to me
If you really love me just give me what I need
I need room to breathe
A little time to think
To make sure I don't lose me
I need room to breathe
Please don't try to take this wrong
Please don't turn away
I just don't want to look back and say
I need room to breathe
A little time to think
To make sure I don't lose me
I need room to breathe
Room to breathe
Friday, December 7, 2012
Well behaved women rarely make history
--"We were perfectly happy before we decided to live happily ever after"
--"He was playing all these games and I didn't know the rules"
--"She was smart girl until she found love"
--"We're so over we need a new word for over"
--"At the end of yet another failed relationship, when all you have are war wounds and self doubt, you have to wonder was it all worth it?" -Carrie
--"You can just come back into my life and fuck it all up!" -Carrie
--"This love stuff is a mother-fucker" -Samantha
--"Here lies Carrie. She had two loves, and lots of shoes"
--"I will not be the first one to speak, and of he never calls me, I'll think of him fondly. As an asshole."
"Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free until they find someone just as wild to run with them"
--"When life gets this confusing, sometimes there's only one thing to do... Attend a fabulous party"
--"Oral sex is like god's gift to women; you can get off without worrying about getting pregnant" -Miranda
--"is your vagina in the new york city guidebooks? Because it should be! It's the hottest spot in town! It's always open!" -Charlotte
"I don't need therapy, I have my friends" -Carrie
--"He was playing all these games and I didn't know the rules"
--"She was smart girl until she found love"
--"We're so over we need a new word for over"
--"At the end of yet another failed relationship, when all you have are war wounds and self doubt, you have to wonder was it all worth it?" -Carrie
--"You can just come back into my life and fuck it all up!" -Carrie
--"This love stuff is a mother-fucker" -Samantha
--"Here lies Carrie. She had two loves, and lots of shoes"
--"I will not be the first one to speak, and of he never calls me, I'll think of him fondly. As an asshole."
"Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free until they find someone just as wild to run with them"
--"When life gets this confusing, sometimes there's only one thing to do... Attend a fabulous party"
--"Oral sex is like god's gift to women; you can get off without worrying about getting pregnant" -Miranda
--"is your vagina in the new york city guidebooks? Because it should be! It's the hottest spot in town! It's always open!" -Charlotte
"I don't need therapy, I have my friends" -Carrie
--I don't want someone like you, I want you.
--you're always on my mind and there's nothing I can do about it
--do you smile like an idiot at the texts I send you like I do with yours?
--ever since I met you, no one else is worth thinking about
--I still get butterflies even though I've seen you a thousand times
--my nightmares are usually about losing you
--you have this incredible way of making me happy
--I don't care if we talk about absolutely nothing, I just want to talk to you
--today wasn't any different than any other day, I woke and I thought of you
--he's the first person you think of when you wake up and the last when you close your eyes at night
--though time can change so many things, I know one thing is true. Time will never change the way I feel for you.
--I may be in bits and pieces but I still manage to give you the best of me
--since you stepped into my life, my heart rate hasn't stopped rising
--as long as we can see he same sly, breathe the same air, step on the same planet, then you and I are not impossible
--saying I love you is like saying the ocean is damp, volcanoes are warm, the sky is big. It's the biggest understatement of the year.
--no one is perfect until you fall in love with them
--I love you means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times
You don't give up on the people you love
--you're always on my mind and there's nothing I can do about it
--do you smile like an idiot at the texts I send you like I do with yours?
--ever since I met you, no one else is worth thinking about
--I still get butterflies even though I've seen you a thousand times
--my nightmares are usually about losing you
--you have this incredible way of making me happy
--I don't care if we talk about absolutely nothing, I just want to talk to you
--today wasn't any different than any other day, I woke and I thought of you
--he's the first person you think of when you wake up and the last when you close your eyes at night
--though time can change so many things, I know one thing is true. Time will never change the way I feel for you.
--I may be in bits and pieces but I still manage to give you the best of me
--since you stepped into my life, my heart rate hasn't stopped rising
--as long as we can see he same sly, breathe the same air, step on the same planet, then you and I are not impossible
--saying I love you is like saying the ocean is damp, volcanoes are warm, the sky is big. It's the biggest understatement of the year.
--no one is perfect until you fall in love with them
--I love you means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times
You don't give up on the people you love
Tuesday, December 4, 2012
I'll be okay
I just feel tired. I sleep but wake up exhausted. My dreams wake me up multiple times during the night but once I'm awake I don't remember what the dream was really about. I curl up in my fluffy chair under a blanket, with peaceful, wordless music playing and I'm lost. A good kind of lost. I'm not really asleep but I'm not aware either. It's a coping mechanism I guess. Cause I don't have to think, I don't have to wonder. This may make me sound insane but I'm not, I'm just dealing with stuff. Relapses happen, I guess somehow its part of the healing process. I'll be okay, I've gotta keep telling myself. And I know it's true. I'm fine when I'm busy, when I'm distracted. My friends make me forget that the pain is there. Being with him, the thoughts go away. But when I'm not at school, when I'm not with him, what I'm left with is myself, my thoughts, my doubts, my problems. Having time to really think just isn't good (like now when we're doing nothing in class). But i'll be okay. Some old habits have came back up with everything. Like the meds. I don't want to take them, I hate the fact the I do, but it's numbing just to the point where the burning in my throat that is caused by the want to cry, and the words I want to say, or scream, that I just don't have, goes away and I can just breathe. I'll be okay. He doesn't understand this I know. I know he's looking out for me. It's nice to have someone who cares for me, and will hold my secrets and not judge me. But don't lay out rules for me. I'm getting through this myself. I'll be okay. My friends don't know anything is going on. I don't want them to worry. I don't want to be a burden or to bring them down. They have their own problems to deal with. I don't want them or him to save me, I want them to "stand by me as I save myself"and I'll be okay.
I can't explain what's going on, I can't tell you how to "fix it" and I can't say when I'll be "fixed" but I'll be okay.
I can't explain what's going on, I can't tell you how to "fix it" and I can't say when I'll be "fixed" but I'll be okay.
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