I'm experiencing life at a rate of several WTF's per hour

-- no, you're wrong, just sit there in your wrongness and be wrong.
-- "are you hurt?" "no, i'm just bleeding for fun!"
-- "OMG you're so gay!" "Bitch, i'm straighter than the pole you dance on."
-- i heard you are good in algebra. can you substitute my X without asking Y
-- sure god created man before woman. but then again, you always make a rough draft before creating the final masterpiece.
-- dear vodka, we had a deal last nigh. you were supposed to make me funnier, smarter, and a better dancer. i saw the video...we need to talk.
-- dear weekend, i swear the weekdays mean nothing to me. you're the one i want to be with.
-- Dear Ex, i like your new girlfriend, what breed is she?
-- i swear everything's funnier when you have to be quiet
-- we change, we grow up, we fuck up, we love, we hurt, we are human.
-- I'm not a bitch, i just have a low bullshit tolerance.
-- if people could read my mind, i'd probably be put in a mental institution or jail.
-- keep talking shit. i'm just impressed you learned how to open something besides your legs.

There's a place in my heart that won't ever kiss you goodbye

-- sometimes, the boy i want to be with the most, is the boy i'm better off without.
-- if you could only know me like your prayers at night, then everything between you and me will be alright.
-- i'm not sure what scares me more, that you will never start loving me or that i will never stop loving you
-- i can't think of anybody else who i hate to miss, as much as i'm missing you
-- it's getting harder for me to sleep, even harder for me to breathe. i'm used to life with you, tell me what i need to do
-- my eyes begin to fill each time i hear our song and i spend every minute asking myself.. "what went wrong?"
--sometimes you love, you learn, and you move on...and that's okay.
--do you ever think about us? am i the only one with feelings that never left?
-- i know you'd never do anything to hurt me, maybe that's why i feel such guilt. Cause i know your heart belongs to me, ming belongs to someone else.
-- i'd run to you at 4 a.m. pouring rain, 10 degrees, on a school night....the only reason why i don't, is because you haven't asked.
-- one smile can't change the world, but your smile changes mine.
-- it's sorta like a chain reaction. she screwed you over....you screw me over. except that's where the chain breaks.
-- and i bet you didn't know that before i fall asleep, you're all i think about
--have you ever liked someone so much it makes you sick? like "i can't breathe and my stomach ties up in knots. sometimes i think im gonna throw up."
-- There comes a point where it's not that you don't care anymore, you just can't.
-- i miss the way you made me feel, even if it was a lie.
-- it hurts when your in love with someone that you can't have.
-- they say "never regret something that once made you smile" but that's so hard when right now, all it brings is pain.
-- if i could have just one wish, i would wish to wake up everyday and know our hearts beat for each other.
-- the biggest mistake you can make is to drift apart from someone, who you once had the time of your life with
-- you wanted space, i gave you the universe. you wanted time, i gave you eternity
-- delete my feelings for you.... ////////////// ERROR! the file is too big...
-- if he doesn't teat you like a princess, then he doesn't deserve to be your prince.
-- don't be too confident if someone tells you they like you. the question is, until when? because people and feelings change
-- trust me, you were just a little crush that grew into something more
-- i can't forget, but i can pretend.
-- S.M.I.L.E= smiling makes it little easier
-- sometimes it takes being away from someone for a while to realize how much you really need them in your life
-- i love the feeling you get when the guy you like gives you a really cute smile, you simply melt inside.
-- when we are together, i'm so much into that i forget what's going on
-- When a girl is silent. she's either over thinking, tired of waiting, falling apart, crying inside or all of the above.
-- you choose her....Fine! so leave me alone to get on with my life. k thanx bye
-- love that we can not have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.
-- people tell me to get over you but they don't know you the way i do.
-- it doesn't make sense to let go of something you had for so long, but it also doesn't make sense to hold on when nothing's there.
-- i've watched all the movies. i slept the whole day. i ate all my chocolate but everytime i pause, i can still feel the pain.
-- i hate missing someone that i'm not allowed to miss
-- the reason i can't move on is because i have nowhere to go to. i gave it all up for you.
-- i was feeling totally over him, i told myself it was just a stupid crush, but then he talked to me again.
-- "are you okay?"  "i'm acting like i am okay. please don't interrupt my performance"
--i absolutely despise the fact that you have no idea how badly i want you. yet i have no idea how to change that.
--it's funny how girls run from the huys who try to make them happy. and fight for the ones that make them cry.
-- if you love two people at the same time, choose the second, because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second.
-- another month, another year. another smile, another tear. another winter, summer too. but there will never be....another you.
-- emotionally...i'm done. mentally....i'm drained. spiritually...i feel dead. and yet physically....i smile....
-- the day you wake up realizing i'm the girl for you, i'll be laying next to the boy who already knew.



it doesn't matter what my friends are telling me. Doesn't matter what my family's saying too. it just matters i'm in love with you .

it never stops

You never realize how much you love someone until they're gone. You never realize that....yes... once their love surrounded you but now... what do you have? Memories. Why does love hurt so much, when it's supposed to be such a good thing? It's something that...yeah... i guess it can be helped but... maybe it's harder for you than it is for someone else. Faint smells of cologne... a song on the radio.... a movie.... or a single word....these are the things that bring back memories. But, you can't hide from these things...because...they're there and no matter how hard you try to, they'll always be there. Even when you've moved onto the future...and those things don't trigger the memories as much as before...they still do. You can't forget someone that you've loved...you may want to....but you can't... Love cannot be forgotten...not matter how hard we try...and how much we think it'll ease the pain...it will always be there....forever.

i somehow fell in love with you, now i wish i could say "to hell with you"

--i wish that i could tell him how i feel. i wish i wouldn't worry about what everyone else thinks. i wish he would just love me back. and i wish the everything would have a happy ending....but everyone has a dream...right?
-- i don't know what i'm gonna do... i've spent days and nights without you... it hurts me so bad to know you're not there... but you know i love you and you don't even care... i wish i could get you to see how much.... how i love looking in your eyes, and your gentle touch... but i should move on.... i know, but i just can't seem to let go
-- tears running down my cheeks, this isn't the way it's supposed to be. you'd think by now i'd have realized, i shouldn't need you in my life. But i do, i want you so badly i can barely breath and that's what's hurting. That's what's killing me.
-- I'm not angry because we broke up, i'm sad because i can't let you go. I'm happy because of the memories we made, i'm sad because i can't stop reliving them in my mind. I'm not angry at you for not loving me, i'm angry with me for still loving you. I'm not angry that i lost you, i'm sad because i once had you. I'm not angry that i can't have you, i'm sad because i know what i'm missing. I'm not angry that you've moved on, i'm sad because i can't. I'm not angry that you won't come back, i'm sad because i keep hoping you will. I'm not angry because i hate you and don't want to....I'm sad because i miss you and i love you
-- forget his name, forget his face, forget his smile. his warm embrace. For him him when they play our song. Forget you cried the whole night long. Forget how close you two once were. Remember, he has chosen her. Forget you memorized his walk, forget the way he used to talk. Forget the things he used to say, remember he has gone away. Forget his laugh, forget his grin, forget the dimples on his chin. Forget the way he held you tight, remember he's with her tonight. Forget the times that went so fast, forget the love that now has passed. Forget he said he's never leave you. Remember she will never be you
-- i miss the days you held me and the days i heard your voice. i miss the days you were here. Us falling apart was not my choice. i miss the days you kissed me and the feelings we used to show, but most of all, i miss the guy i used to know.
-- in what seemed like one split second, i lost what i held most dear to me... at the mere blink of an eye it was all gone... so i ran after you... and held on as tight as my tiny hand could grasp. Already weak from all the torment i could not allow myself to let go. Love that once shined so bright turned dark and angry... i loved you more than i ever dreamed of loving someone. You were the last star in my big lonely sky. My only dream ever come true....but now you were gonna end up like all the rest. I tried.... i tried so hard. But my love isn't enough anymore. I will never forget you. My last star has fallen....

Here comes the pain

-- Sometimes i wish i could just be a little kid again. So when life gets tough you can just play pretend. I wanna go back to when santa did exist. When my daddy was the only boy i ever kissed. When Disney was the best place to be.When the only movies I could see were rated G. When my biggest problem was learning to write my name and people didn't change....and my friends were the same. And everytime i was sad or i had a bad day, i could just run to mommy and it would all be okay. I wanna go back to no hurt... and no pain....just laughter. When everyone always lives... happily ever after
--When i cry at night, the only thing I can think to myself is... how can i seem so perfectly fine in the morning.... Why do i smile like nothing's wrong. and how does not one single person notice that i'm not okay.
-- I don't know what i want in life. I don't know what i want right now. All i know is that i'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left. Everything that ever causes a tear to trickle down my cheeks, i run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding it's way back towards me. And i don't know what to do. I just know the pain i felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more
-- I'm not saying I have nothing. I'm not saying i'm gone completley. It's just sometimes it's all a bit too much to handle. Sometimes i feel it's too much. I'm not going to do anything stupid because i know it will get better. it has to right? otherwise there wouldn't be anyone who would live past their teenage years. but for now, just for now, it hurts.

what was on my mind....

He's like a drug...and i'm addicted. All we spent was one night and i need to seem him, and feel him, and hear him again. I live that night over and over again in my head like it's a movie. I can see his eyes like i'm standing there staring into them again. He made me re-live my favorite but most painful memory of us (titanic), but the moment he did it was like he took all the pieces of my heart that have been shattered and spread out for so long and put them back together. It immediatly took all the pain away. When he wraped his arms around me i could feel them wrapping around my heart, like he was gonna hold it together. In the past months, i've cried so many tears of hurt, and pain. There were mornings when i didn't think i could get out of bed. There were times when i could no longer stand because i had lost the will, given up the fight, and all the emotions just ran out. There were nights when i kept myself awake because i knew the moment i fell asleep, he would be there, and i couldn't take it. But in that moment, none of it mattered. It stung when he pulled away. I literally had to contain myself from showing my true emotions. In that moment, i again felt like crying. Not hurt and sad tears, but tears that i'm not hurting anymore. Tears of knowing that this place, here in his arms, is where i belong. Anywhere else, i feel lost or like i'm missing something. He forever holds a piece of my heart and when he's gone i feel the hole of where that piece fits. But when i'm with him my heart feels like it's radiating, because for a brief time, it is whole again. I feel as though no matter how mych pain he might cause me in the future, i still wanna be with him. Because he is soo worth it. I can see myself married to him. He's the one i want waiting at the end of the isle. I can see us raising a family, and him being the father of my children. People can say i just see what i wanna see in him, but i know it's not true. I see him, all of him, and he is the only person that knows the real me. Maybe, it is true that right now i'm on this "high" I'm as happy as ever, and i feel as nothing can bring me down. For the first time i feel so needy and frustrated, like i need him here with me now. I know at some point the pain will start settling in as the band-aid that he placed over my heart that night will start to fall off again and the pieces of my heart will start to fall apart again. one by one. I'll yearn for him again, and the tears will become more frequent. The nights will become harder, the showers will become longer, and getting out of bed...nearly impossible. But i'll suffer through, till he can put me back together again. I could say that i get used to the pain, but i wish i did. I know that i'll love him forever, and some day, i won't have to go through this routine of pain and healing. One day, we won't have to hide. One day we won't just be another Romeo and Juliet. I just hope my heart is still fixable by then.


This is about "my jack"

by, "His rose"

you never forget your first true love. either the scars left behind stay there forever, or your heart never beats the same way again

-- "i'll love you forever"......when did forever end?
-- "i'll be there for you"......why aren't you here now?
-- there's no point in holding onto something that will never be yours. that's why today, i'm letting you go.
-- i'd take a bullet for you even though i know you'd never do it for me.
-- if you give me a chance, or us a chance, i'd spend the rest of my life proving to you that you made the right decision.
-- no matter how many guys flirt with me, they won't feel up the emptiness my heart feels...simply because they aren't you.
-- i don't regret my past. i just regret the time i've wasted with the wrong people.
-- you know why i remember you everytime i'm alone? because when we were still together, i was never alone... i was always with you.
-- it's hard to pretend you loved someone when you didn't... but it's harder to pretend you don't love someone.... when you really did.
-- love is like a shadow. when you chase it, it runs away. when you turn your back and walk away, it follows you.
-- i still think you're the one and only for me.
-- love is like a rubber band... we keep pulling, someone lets it go, and it hurts the one who held on.
-- so maybe it's true.... that i can't live without you.
-- i don't need advice. i don't need pity. i don't need lectures. i don't need chocolate. i don't need jokes..... all i need is him.
-- i don't know what's wrong and i don't know how to explain it. i do know crying helps me get through whatever the hell is wrong with me.
-- why do we always wait till they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to say before.
-- my only mistake was to fall too much in love with you.
-- how could you make me love you... and then not be there to love me back.
-- it's so hard to want something so much, and knowing you can't have it just makes you want it more. that's how i am with him.
-- they say that time heals all wounds... but all it's done for me so far is give me more time to think about how much i miss you.
-- how can i let you go when you're not even mine.
-- you only need me when you want something. the rest of the time i'm lucky if you even remember my name.


All i wanted was a chance.

nobody can change a person, but someone can be the reason for a person to change

-- everynight, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. at least fifteen people in this world love you. the only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are atleast two people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've recieved. forget the rude remarks.
-- sometimes, no matter how long, or hard you've loved someone, they'll never love you back. and sometimes you just have to be okay with that.
-- Don't change so someone will like you. be yourself, and the right people will like and love the real you.
-- think twice before leaving a space in someone's heart, because it's difficult to imagine the pain, when someone else is filling your space.
-- women wish to be loved not because they're pretty, or good, or graceful, or intelligent.... but because they are themselves.
-- every failed relationship is an opportunity for self-growth and learning. so be thankful, and move on.
-- when people say "you're hot" it's your body. when people say "you're pretty" it's your face. When people say "you're beautiful" it's the inside.
-- nobody can change a person, but someone can be the reason for a person to change.
-- missing someone is a part of loving them. if you're never apart, you'll never really know how strong your love is.
-- don't regret what you said. regret what you didn't say when you had the chance.
-- sometimes, all you need is a second chance......because time wasn't ready for the first one.
-- sometimes all you need is a broken heart, to realize that something even better is right in front of  your eyes.. just waiting to be found.
-- nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes the person you want most, is the one you're best without.
-- love is like a t.v. show. you never know who is going to be a reaccuring character, or who is just a guest star.
-- erase the thought of being sensitive from your head. life is going to break you, shake you, and make you do things you don't want. learn.
-- you can't say sorry and think your mistake will be forgotten. either don't make it in the first place, or show you are actually sorry.
-- if you love someone, tell them. because hearts are often broken by words left unspoken.
-- sometimes we're so afraid we'll get a broken heart, that we throw all our chances away.

Dear "My Jack", i can't imagine myself with anyone else.

-- i am hyper around my friends, classy in front of the guys, crazy around my family, and at a loss of words when i see you.
-- love me because you want to... not because you have to.
-- listen to the melody.....my love is in there somewhere
-- being single is a choice. some say it's to avoid heartbreak, but some choose to be single because they're still in love with someone else.
-- today i caught myself smiling for no reason..... then i realized i was thinking about you.
-- it's not enough to be the one you're close to.... i want to be so much more...
-- i wanna be the sky that holds the stars for you so you never lose your way.
-- time seems to slow down whenever you're around.
-- they asked me to write all the things i love about you on a list.... i wrote "everything".
-- don't make me fall if you don't plan to catch me.
-- i'd rather love someone i can't have then have someone i can't love.
-- it's impossible to find someone who won't hurt me. so i'm going for the person that's worth the pain.
-- explaining my love for you is like explaining colors to a blind man...
-- i have 2 words to tell you. i love you. you and i count as one.
-- when i ask you to listen to a song, it's because the lyrics mean everything i'm trying to say to you.
-- jealous is actually good. because the means you actually care so much for me that you don't want me with anyone but you.
-- you've got a smile that can melt my heart.
-- the luckiest girl in the world is the one that can make you smile.
-- i know you, because i know you're always there, to catch me when i fall, there to listen when i need you, and there when i feel alone.
-- sometimes i wish you could read my mind so i wouldn't have to go through all that trouble just to try to tell you how i feel.


                                                                                  love, "Your Rose"



i love you..... and i'm afraid nothing will ever change that.

he loves me; he loves me not.... but he probably does, because i'm so damn hot

-- we just have to accept the fact that some people are going to stay in our hearts... even if they don't stay in our lives.
--yes, i like you. more than words can explain. but boy, you're kidding yourself if you think i'll wait around for you to make up your mind.
-- i can't just be your friend when we both act like more than friends.
-- losing the one you love is like waking up from an overdose and realizing that you're still alive.
-- every morning i try to convince myself that i don't like you anymore. but by the end of the day i give up. because i know i still do.
-- as you looked into my eyes and asked why i was about to cry, it was cause i knew we had to say goodbye.
-- time goes by alot slower when you miss the one you love.
-- i don't believe in a "break" in a relaionship. that's just an excuse to mess around with other people.
-- sometimes we just need to see that one person one last time to realize that he's not the one
-- i hide a broken heart behind a laughing face. and even though i said i'm over you. no one will ever take your place.
-- hold onto what you love, stay true to what you know. take everything you dream of and never let it go.
-- don't like me? reach me at 1-800-i-don't-give-a-fuck
-- we fear rejection, want attention, crave affection and dream of perfection.
-- sometimes i wonder if love is worth fighting for. then i remember your face and i'm ready for war.
-- i'm in love with my bed, but my alarm clock won't let us be together.
-- the hardest thing to say? even though it's true, is that it's time for me to get over you.
-- how to get over love. say goodbye, but never say hello again. pick the pieces up, but never fix them... feel the pain, but never keep it.
-- it's not telling you how i feel that scares me. it's what you'll say back.
-- you're the guy i want to waste my summer nights with, doing the most pointless things.
-- i've been hit where it hurts. in the most sensitive parts. yah sre guys have balls, but girls have hearts.
-- feelings develop in the heart and spread to your stomach and sometimes shuts down your brain.
-- cracks in the concrete are just constant reminders that, even the strongest break down.
-- i miss you so much , i can't sleep. whenever i close my eyes, i even see you in my dreams.
-- people ask me what i want to do when i'm older and i say i don't know. because they would call me crazy if i said i want to spend my life with you.
-- i'd rather argue with you. than kiss someone else.
-- you can give away my organs... but i don't recommend the heart, it's broken.
--diamonds are pretty and so are pearls but nothing is as gorgeous as me and my girls
-- letting go is not about forgetting the past, but living and growing for a better future.
-- you're my favorite hope, my favorite try; you're my favorite letdown, and my favorite goodby.e

Find that person who stops you when you walk away

--she promised herself she wouldn't put herself in a situation where she could get hurt. but then she met you, and all the rules changed.
-- he's annoying, he's hilarious. he makes me yell, he drives me crazy. he's out of his mind, he's everything i want.
--sometimes it's hard to follow your heart. but tears don't mean you're losing.
-- only for you... i would drop everything, to answer a text
-- my head screamed no, my heart whispered yes. reality told me not to, but hope told me to give it a shot
-- i may seem strong, but it's only cause you're around.
-- i know it's childish and stupid, and it will probably never happen... but i wish for you at 11:11 every single night.
-- whenever i see you, i think " you have no idea how much i care about you."
-- i'm wearing the smile you gave me.
-- i always thought the stars were the brightest things i've ever seen, until you came along.
-- you know you love someone when you save their text and re-read them when no-one is looking.
-- i love it when you kiss me, and touch my hair. when you pull me close, and silently promise you'll always stay.
-- i wish i had a parachute. cause i'm falling bad for you, and i can see the ground approaching now, but i'm not sure what to do.
-- if i call you for nothing... means i need you to understand that i miss you, and your voice.
-- we can't fast forward time to know if it's worth it. so we just trust our hearts and hope it turns out right.
-- i'll be there when the world stops turning. i'll be there when the storm is through. In the end, i wanna be standing at the beginning with you
-- it's not what i feel for you... it's what i don't feel for anyone but you.
-- be jealous, be anxious. fight for it, run with it. just make sure the person is worth it.
-- when you love someone, you just do. there's no maybes, no buts and no whys.
-- when you have something you really love but it causes you pain, god is just testing you to see if you are strong enough to hold it.
-- everyone has a weakness. i happen to have two- everything you say, and everything you do.
--i am wanted by many, i'm looking at some. i am taken by none, but i am waiting for one.
-- i spent half of my day thinking about you.... and i spent the other half thinking about how not to think about you.
-- when you truly love someone, you forgive their mistakes. mainly because it's the mind that gets angry, but the heart still loves them.
-- i wanted to tell you all my secrets, but you became one of them instead.
-- i can't promise to solve all your problems, but i can promise you won't have to face them alone.

Things will never be the same.. So now i just have to move on, and pray i can forget his name.

--just because we don't talk doesn't mean i don't think about you. i'm trying to distance myself because i know i can't have you.
--just when i thought i was finally over you... you just had to make me smile.
-- why does he keep on wanting her... when he knows he can have me
-- when you pushed me away and tore my heart to pieces, did you even think to yourself you might regret doing this to me one day.
-- the worst kind of pain is when you're smiling to hide the tears.
-- silence is a girl's loudest cry. if she's quiet, she is really hurting inside.
-- i can't spend my life standing by, because even when i miss you, you're still not missing me
-- sometimes you just gotta wipe away the tears, slap on a smile, walk with your head up, and act like you never even cared at all.
-- i loved you before you met her. i loved you while you were with her. i will continue loving you, because that's what my heart has come to know.
-- everytime i think i've moved on, you give me a reason to fall for you again.
-- sometimes you just have to hold your head up high, try not to cry, and say goodbye.
-- i'm tired of being the one apologizing, when the wrong one here is you.
-- take the time to love her.... or someone else will.
-- if i could control my heart... i would stop it from falling in love with you.
-- seeing you smile, no matter how much you've hurt me, no matter how many tears you've cause me.. i'll smile
-- even though you walked away, sometimes you still look back. to be sure your ex is ok because you are a better person than the ex you dated.
-- i only hate him because i don't him. because hating him is easier than admitting he hurt me, that he got away, and i'd do anything not to hurt.
-- i treated you like a king..... how come i didn't feel like a queen.
-- somethings are better left unsaid... and sometimes you just get tired of talking.
-- roses are red. violets are blue. i'm jealous of her... for the simple reason that she has you.
-- you'll never realize how much you like someone..... until you watch them like someone.
-- a broken heart will heal... and the next time, it will be stronger.
-- i don't hate you, i'm just dissapointed you turned out to be everything you said you'd never be.
-- stop looking back on the past, because no matter how you do, you can't go back there anyway.
-- the pain isn't always visible. i hurt more than you can see... my heart is torn in pieces and it's all because i fell for you too easily.
--sometimes i'm so convincing... i forget my smile is fake.
-- i miss you. not as my boyfriend, or even my friend. i miss the person who you were when we first met.
--it's funny how you can have all the friends in the world... but it just doesn't feel right without the one you lost.
-- there's always gonna be that one mistake you can never take back, that one memory you'd do anything for just to have again.
-- even if you yell at me, even if you say you hate me. i'm still gonna be there for you.
-- it sucks when you know you need to let go, but you can't because you're still waiting for the impossible to happen.
--truth is, sometimes i miss you so bad i can barely stand it.
-- the most terrible way to miss someone, is to be sitting right next to them.. knowing it will never be the same.
-- it's painful to say goodbye to someone you don't want to let go. but it's more painful asking someone to stay if you know he really wants to go.
-- you made your choice, and it wasn't me. so if one day you try to come back, and the choice is mine.... it won't be you.... karma hurts baby.
-- just because you think i don't have reason enough to be hurt, doesn't make the pain any less real.
-- inside my heart is breaking, outside my makeup is flaking. but my smile stay on, the show must go on.
--there's a "lie" in believe. "over" in lover, "end" in friend, and "if" in life.
-- i planned to say all these terrible things to you... but in the end, i just wanna tell you i miss you.
-- someday, you'll realize how much you cared about me, and how amazing i was. but i'll already be with the guy that always knew.
-- when i tell you i miss you, it doesn't mean i'll never get over you. it just means i wish i didn't have to.
-- just when you think you can move on, you remember all the reasons why you held on for so long.
-- i hate that when we see each other, we act like nothing happened between us. like we don't even know each other.
-- what hurts more than losing you, is knowing you're not fighting to keep me.
-- i will always have a piece of my heart that smiles whenever i think about you.
-- it's taking a lot of strength and courage for me to come to the realization that me and you can never me together again.
-- maybe it's not that i can't get over you... maybe it's that i don't want to.
-- when i miss you, i stare at your profile, and remember the talks we had, and the times which we spent together.
-- when you're gone, living your own life, making new memories, and meeting new people. i just hope you remember me.
-- he broke it, bought it, stole it, and crushed it. but at the same time he made it feel so amazing.
-- i wish the story didn't end this way "cause i'm still in love with the person who helped write it"
-- i miss you when i'm sad, i miss you when i'm lonely. but most of all, i miss you when i'm happy.
-- i used to write your name on my hand with sharpie. it faded away over time, just like our love did.
--i may erase your messages. i may throw away your note. but i'll never forget what you wrote
-- the saddest part isn't that every passing day i feel i need you more, but it's the fact that you don't need me at all.
-- the hardest part of moving forward, is never looking back.
-- here's your knife. i finally got it out of my back. i'm sure you'll be needing it again soon.
-- i chose to love the guy that hurt me the most. but that also means i love him the most.
-- even though it hurts.. you're still my favorite pain.



I will never tell him how much i cried that day.

I'm still young! I've got things to do, liquor to drink, boys to confuse, parties to go to, and times to screw up. Cause right now.. i'm just living it up!

--Yes, there's 1 thing stopping you and me from being together. and that thing is called Common Sense
-- i saw a piece of shit on the ground today.... reminded me of you
-- I have a pen... you have a phone number... think of the possibilites
-- I love pandas.. they're so chill. They're like "Dude, racism is stupid. I'm white, black and asian!"
-- shit, look who's on line... LOG OUT LOG OUT LOG OUT "hey what's up"... damn
-- i stay up late everynight.. and realize it's a bad idea every morning.
-- "o my gosh! did you just fall?" "no the ground came up and smacked me in the face!"
--screw marathons!... rolling to the fridge is hard enough.
-- i'm not a tease.... i'm just a reminder of what you can't have.
-- i love how in scary movies, the person yells out, "Hello?" as if the bad guy is gonna be like, "yeah, i'm in the kitchen! want a sandwich?"
-- if he knew how much i facebook stalk him... he would probably file a restraining order.
-- google and wikipedia have probably taught me more than school has
-- i don' t hate you, it's just... no, i hate you.
-- we're not perfect. we laugh too hard, and we're way too loud. we make fools of ourselves in public, but doing it together, makes us friends forever.
-- i'm not lazy.. i'm on energy saving mode.
-- i'm not shy... i'm holding back my awesomness so i don't intimidate you.
-- me: i'm a ninja. friend: no you're not. me: yes i am, did you see me do that? friend: do what? me: exactly
-- wow! nice makeup!.. just kidding, it looks like crayons raped your face.
-- yo momma so fat when she gets on the scale it says " to be continued"
-- i didn't fall.. the floor just needed a hug.

Bring on tan skin, beach, best friends, all-nighters, popsicles, and water guns. Bring on SUMMER 2011

-- good girls blush during naughty scenes in the movies... bad girls smile beacuse we know we can do better
-- arms are for hugging, boys are for kissing, sluts are for dissing, BFF is for when the boy is kissing the slut and all you need is a hug.
-- you see that round and yellow thing in the sky? yeah, that's called the sun. it's the center of the univers.. not you, bitch!
-- you're only bad if you're caught. so that makes me a good girl, right?
-- you never know what you have...... until you clean your room
-- forgiving someone for a mistake, then rethinking about what they did and getting mad all over again.
-- doing that "      " dance while getting into skinny jeans.
-- dear yahoo, i've never heard someone say "i dunno, let's Yahoo it". just saying. sincerely, Google.
-- ever tried. ever failed. no matter. try again. fail again. fail better.
-- seeing a spider, isn't a problem. it becomes a problem when it disappears.
-- i'm the type of person, that laughs at people's mistakes. so pardon me if i laugh at your face.
-- you know it's going to be a great story when it starts off with, "So this bitch...."
-- when i turn 18 i wanna tell my parents about stuff i got away with because it's too late to punish me.
-- love is when you pick the food off your plate because you don't like it and you put it on his place and he eats it anyway
-- if your not supposed to get in a car with strangers then why do people get in taxis?
-- i don't break the rules.. i just test their elasticity.
-- my favorite text message: "i'll be there in 5 minutes. if not, read this again.
-- dear two-faced person, i can't to decide which face of your's to slap first.
--dear radio, is it necessary for you to play a song i like when i arrive at my destination?
--i can tell which person in my family is coming up/down the stairs by the sound of their footsteps.
-- blowing of homework over the weekend is fun... until it's sunday.
-- when your ex says "you'll never find someone like me" you're supposed to turn around and say "i sure hope not!"
-- "can i copy your homework?" "yeah, but the answers are  probably all wrong." "i don't care, thanks!"
-- thank you music, for being there when no one else was.
-- i saw the "typing" icon for like 5 minutes on chat. you said "ok".... what the hell?
-- a slut is like an elevator; a lot of people go in and out, up and down, and when she isn't open, something's definitely wrong.
-- taking a shower at someones house and getting completly undressed then being like "how the hell do you turn this thing on?"
-- running like a ninha when your laptop/phone displays 5% battery.
-- "No! No!! No!!! cancel cancel!!! no NO!!" sent. SHIT!
-- wathcing a horror movie... 2 hours later... dude, walk me to the bathroom...

Toys are meant to be used, dumped, and forgotten....not people...

--i don't wait by the phone like i used to. i don't hope for kind words you might say. but you still cross my mind everyday of my life.
-- goodbye is the hardest thing to say. because you walk away with memories and memories fade away.
-- here's a little something everybody should know... it's okay to hold on; but if he doesn't care like before... eventually you have to let go.
-- if i was drop dead gorgeous, and could have any guy in the world... i'd still pick you
-- somewhere between laughing for no reason, making fun of each other, and calling each other names, i sorta fell for you.
-- every girl has her bestfriend, boyfriend, and true love. but you're really lucky if they're all the same person.
-- please don't come around here and lead me further on. i adore you inside and out, but i can't take you messing with my heart.
-- i smile so my tears won't fall. i laugh like i don't hurt at all, and i fake it so he'll never know, i still haven't let him go.
-- it no longer makes sense to be "second" in his life when you're good enough to be "first" in someone else's...
-- fairytales are nothing but lies. happily ever afters aren't true. i learned that from the best. i learned that from you.
-- being without you takes a lot of getting used to. i should learn to live with it, but i don't want to.
-- sometimes, we push away the ones we love the most because we know in some way, we need to protect them.
-- can't seem to get you off my mind. i can't understand why we're living life this way.
-- girl: what's more important to you, me or your life? boy: can i ask you a question? girl: sure boy: is there a difference between you and my life.
-- every once in a while i still look at your profile, just to see if some other girl stole your heart yet
-- she finally gave up. she dropped the fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek, and whispered to herself "i can't do this anymore
-- you always said i had a hard time saying what's on my mind. well, here it goes: i hate what you've done to me.
-- when you're sleeping with a broken heart. waking up is the hardest part. you have a choice. either let him destroy you, or get up and fight.
-- after a while you get sick of caring and you're too hurt to fight. sometimes, no matter what you do, things won't be alright.
-- i don't know what is worse; missing what we were, missing what we could have been, or missing how it was before "us"
-- me and you. two very differnet people with one amazing love story.
-- sometimes the person we want most, is the person who always wants someone else.
-- it's hard to take a role in someone's life. especially when you're not even part of the script
-- i'm single, but completely take. because in my mind i will always be his girl. even though he doesn't want me anymore.
-- i should've told you what you meant to me... now it's too late.
-- i try to fool myselft. i try to pretend i want someone else. but deep down, i know that i've always wished for you.
-- i miss you a little. i guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.
-- if there ever comes  a day when we can't be together, keep me in your heart. i'll be there forever.
--it hurts when you lose something important to you, it also hurts when you lose it unknowingly. but what hurts most is when you still want to save it.
-- respect those people who find time for you in their busy schedule but love those people who never see their schedule when you need them.
-- it's not being in love that makes me happy.. it's who i'm in love with that does.
-- one of the biggest forms of flattery is knowing that just by being your normal and wonderful self, you make someone fall in love with you.
-- sometimes i say "i moved on" but deep inside i know i'm stranded....cause as long as i feel the love, there will always be the pain...
-- sometimes you just gotta figure: if he doesn't care you might be missing out on someone who does.
-- if i walked away right now, would you come after me?
-- one day when the sky is falling i'll be standing right next to you
-- tired of fighting, tired of hurting... how much more shit do we have to take, to give this love a happy ending.
-- don't do anything half-ass. if you love someone, love them... if you hate someone, hate them until it hurts.
-- i believe in second chances. i just don't believe everyone deserves them.
-- take a chance. because you never know how absolutely perfect something could turn out to be.
-- time can give you another chance. time can help you forget. time can let you move on. but time can never give back what has really ended.
-- sometimes you just have to let them win, because.... losing the argument is easier than losing them.
-- maybe the reason why we don't admit how special something is.. it's because we don't want to deal the reality of pain when we lost it..
-- i just want to be the only one, the only girl in your world. the one who makes you feel special and the one who understand you and still loves you.
-- he's not the kind of guy you date; he's the kind you marry.
-- sometimes we go out of our way to make someone love us in return, but suddenly fate intervenes and says "oops, wrong person."
-- some broken hearts may never mend. some memories may never end. some wet tears may never dry, but my love for you will never die.
-- so far nobody has seen the hurt through the smile i fake. and it makes me wonder if anyone will.
-- i want to be the air you breathe, the happy ending you see. the reason you smile and the one you'll love unconditionally.
-- i don't know how or when, but something made me fall in love with you.
-- find a guy that will pick up every piece of your shattered heart and put it back together; replacing it with a peice of his.
-- if i have to re-live my life again and edit some part of it, i'll probably not make the samd mistake of having you back in my life again.
-- everyday i tell myself this: "i'm done wating all my time on someone who doesn't care." and i can't wait for that day my heart believes it.
-- the heart is a muscle, but when it's broken no doctor can prescribe you with a pain killer.
-- i hate that time before you go to sleep at night because that's when all the thoughts you've been trying to avoid start to linger in your mind.
-- let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things aren't like they were before.
-- if he loved me, he wouldn't have left me. if he cared, he wouldn't have hurt me. but he did, so we ended and that's our tragic love story.
-- do guys feel the butterflies too? do they have sleepless night? sure boys are so tough but i do believe love has no gender. right?
-- i'm not the type to give you lies nor the type to make alibis. i say what i feel straigh and direct. i'm the type of girl you won't forget.
-- old habits are hard to break. especially when the one you're sinning for, is a delicious mistake.
-- it makes me sad, makes me mad to remember about the things we used to have. why does this missing you hurt so bad.
-- you cannot hold onto anyting that wants to go. somtimes no matter how much your heart wants him, he's not interested enough to know.
-- you know you like someone whenever you see them, your mind is spinning, your heart skips a beat and you're nervous.

no matter what, you'll always remember those things you worked so hard to forget

--i will forgive but i won't forget, i hope you know you've lost my respect.
-- the moments with you may last for only a few minutes, or maybe just seconds; but the memories will last forever.
--i'm trying to forget you; but i can't because a part of me will always miss you.....
--it hurts when something good ends, but it hurts even mmore if you cling to it, knowing that it's not there.
-- and she says she doesn't care... but the look in her eyes tells a completely different story.
-- i want you to fight for me. and tell me that you would rather be alone than with anyone else.
-- sometimes when i can't find the right words to say what i feel, all i really need is a hug.
-- Fuck you for breaking my heart. Fuck the memories that still haunts me at night. Fuck everything that has something to do with you. I wish to be over you.
--every girl is the same under all the make up, fake smiles, upset tears and laughter, she just wants someone to love her.
-- The past is the PAST, so fuck it, the present is here, so live it, the future will be even better, so wait for it.
-- that one song that keeps coming back to haunt you, bringing back all the good and bad memories.
-- yeah, the distance sucks. but the love we have.... it can make it.
-- i might seem like i don't love you or that i have moved on. i might seem like i have accepted this... but really, i can't believe you're gone.
-- oh you're sorry? for what? wasting my time, breaking my heart, or just being a shitty person all together?
--don't say "ily"... it could mean "i'm leaving you", "i like you" or even worse, "i loved you"... take the time to spell it out, i love you.
-- i can't believe... how much i still love you after everything you put me through...
-- there are so many things i'd like to tell you, yet so many reasons why i can't.
-- 11:11 wishes don't come true because if they did, i'd already have you.
-- you cannot hurt someone who feels nothin special for you... and you cannot be hurt by anymore unless that person is somewhat special to you.
-- There's only a single truth behind everyone's heartache: "Love hurts when God knows we deserve someone else.."
-- past is past, you need to move on... but how can you move on if your past is only thing you ever wanted in the future?
-- If you want me, im here; but i'm done! done wasting my time on someone who doesn't even care.
-- i'm gonna break down these walls i built around myself. i wanna fall so in love, with you, and no one else.
-- so now you've got the best of me... come on and take the rest of me.....
-- Everyone either cares too much or too little. There's so much nonsense & pointless drama. We got caught up in growing up too fast.
-- Don't give up on love because there is always someone who'll love you, even if it's not te person you were hoping for.
-- when a girl tells you about her problems, it does not mean she complains. it means she trusts you.
-- move on. there's no point in living in the past. just because it's hard, doesn't mean it's impossible.
-- it's amazing how one day someone walks into your life, then the next day you wonder how you lived without them.
-- just keep in mind  that there still three billion people left in the world that could make you even happier
-- it's tough when someone special starts to ignore you, but it's even tougher when you have to pretend that you don't mind.
-- our small stupid conversations, mean more to me than you'll ever know...
-- sometime it takes being away from someone for a while, to realize how much you really need them in your life.
-- love is when you're reading love quotes, listening to love songs and thinking of him

I used to think love wasn't worth fighting for, but when i saw you i was ready for war

-- love is like the stars. no matter how dark it gets it always lights your way.
-- it's so hard to be so strong when you just lost the one who made you believe he'll never leave.
-- a few simple tips: don't promise when you're happy, don't reply when you're angry, and don't decide when you're sad.
-- i'm trying so hard not to cry over you...cause every tear reminds me how i can't let you go.
-- boy, you blind? she loves you. you love her. so do something about it before she moves on.
-- i'm jealous of the people who get to see you every day.
-- i wonder why you mean so much to me, and even when i should let go, i can't seem to let our memories free.
-- learn to let go of the things that hurt you cause if it's really meant fo you, you shouldn't be hurting in the first place.
--truth is, i miss you. and i still can't accept that what was once so natural, so wonderful is now nothing.
-- you're the reason i check my phone every five minutes just to see if i have a new message even when i don't.
-- he's not the only guy in the universe, but for me, he's the only one that matters.
-- for all the times i never said the things i should have, i thank you for all the times you understood.
-- if your feelings were true, guess i'd feel it, guess i'd know. you're so good at lies, i'm just one of your hundred girls, that's no surprise.
-- and i would rather be standing outside in the freezing cold with you than be warm in the arms of someone else.
-- i will forgive you, i only want you to realize what you have done wrong.
-- don't worry, you may think you'll "never" get over it, but you also thought it would last "forever"
-- you make me smile all the time. no lie. even when i can't even see you. i just think of you, and yeah it's wonderful. you're wonderful.
-- you're the one that i stay up all night thinking about, coming up with cute things that i wish would happen.
-- you've got that smile that only heaven can make. i pray to God everyday that you keep that smile. Cause you are my dream.
-- those nights we talked online until i couldn't keep my eyes open... thanks for never signing off
-- boy means everything to girl. girl means nothing to boy. seems like a typical story doesn't it.
-- i'm so tired of fighting for all the people that i care about. so if you want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me there.
-- i try not to admit it to anyone that i still feel this way. nobody knows that i still wake up thinking of you each day.
-- there are nights when i can't help but cry... and i wonder why you have to leave me...
-- i'll see you in my dreams... i'll see you in my memories..
-- i love you so much i wish i could let you know... but words are just not enough to let my feelings show.
-- i wish i could give you enough reasons to stay... but "i love you" is all i've got to say.
-- i wish there was a more elegant way of saying i miss you. but for a lack of a better phrase "i miss you"
-- i keep on thinking about you. and i can say, my life's miserable without you. it's unfair i feel all this.. while you seem ok.
-- good morning text, long goodbyes on the phone, un-eraserable smile on my cheeks whenever i think of you... that's what i really miss about you.
-- people say you don't know what you've got till it's gone. the truth is, you knew exactly what you had; you just thought you'd never loose it.
-- sending a girl a text that says "good morning beautiful" can change her attitude for the whole day.
-- he's not the best looking, he's not the smartest in the world, he can be a jerk sometimes, but for some reason... i don't care, i love him.
-- i'm sorry for being stupid and not knowing what to say to make you stay.
-- it's not your first love that counts, it's the last love that matters the most.
-- sometimes when you give up on someone it's not because you don't care anymore but because you realize they don't.
-- with you, i didn't have to think twice or question myself. i kind of already knew what i wanted.
--"be strong" a phrase that's easy to say but a hard thing to do when you're broken.
-- worse way to miss someone is not when you're apart, it's when you get to talk to him everyday but not be able to tell him you still feel the same.
-- nothing hurts worse than having your entire life break up with you
-- nobody can change a person, but someone can be the reason for a person to change.
-- when people say you're hot, it's your body. when people say you're pretty, it's your face. when people say you're beautiful, it's the inside.
-- i can't imagine myself with anyone else.
-- i wanna be the sky that hold the stars for you so you never lose your way.
-- it's not enough to be the one you're close to, i want to be so much more...
-- i'd take a bullet for you even though i know you'd never do it for me too.

In the end, i'll end up smiling, pretending i don't care. But baby i've never cared this much before

-- if you wanted me in your life you should've treated me right
--i miss your smile, i miss your kiss...each and every day i reminisce... 'cuz baby it's you that i'm always dreaming of.
--i opened up my heart to you. i can't just stand around like a fool waiting for you to be ready.
--i just want someone to say to me, "i'll always be there when you wake."
--sometimes in order to not fall apart, you have to let go of what keeps you together.
--you can fake your smiles and laughters, but you can never fake your tears and feelings.
--do me a favor and don't sugarcoat anything. i want to hear the truth, no matter how blunt it is. i want to hear your thought, uncensored, and unedited.
--dreaming is nicest when you're in love....but waking up is nicer when you are loved.
-- memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, and the things you never want to lose.
-- i said that i'd be stong. i really though i'd move on. but still i find myself asking do you still think of me like i think of you
--i hide a broken heart behind a laughing face and even thouh i said i'm over you, no one will ever take you place.
-- some cause happiness wherever they go, others whenever they go
-- i didn't care if we were just friends. i just wanted to keep him in my life. it hurts knowing he's no longer there.
-- when the show's over, it's over. and you've got to let it go.
-- it's never easy. it's never simple. and it will probably always hurt. they say the first cuts the deepest, but this one hurt pretty bad too.
-- stay close enough to have fun but far away enough so you don't get hurt and when you start to fall again, just remember the crack still on your heart.
-- i'm gonna fall in love with you. you don't have to love me back, just let me love you.
--trust is like virginity. once you're fucked, you never get it back.
--i thought watching you leave was hard. but knowing you wouldn't come back was harder.
-- the past is in the past, hanging on to a memory is not going to bring it back.
-- sometimes the only person that can always make you happy is the person that has hurt you the most.
-- sometimes, only one person is missing, but the world seems to be so empty.
-- i don't hate you, i just hate the fact that out of all the girls you could've fell in love with, it wasn't me.
-- sometimes you have to hurt someones feelings just to let them understand how it felt when they hurt yours
-- memories are what warm you up from the inside. but they're also what tear you apart.
-- you know what's hard about loving someone? hoping that they would love you too.
-- people change. feelings change. it doesn't mean the love ove shared wasn't true and real. its just sometimes when people grow, they grow apart.
-- my life's a complete mess, but when he's by my side, everything makes sense.
-- if someone waits for you it doesn't mean they had nothing else to do it means that you were more important than anything else.
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